Another Day, Another Chance

2010-11-03T19:16:00.002+08:00

The End.

Strings

2010-11-01T22:38:00.000+08:00

May peace be upon you,

We did VMWare today, its FUN!!!!!!

Haha, its like having two pc in one. Something like this:

The outer part (Mac PC OS - "Mac Look" for those who don't know what OS is), that;s the original PC thing. The windows xp one is the one in WMWare, and you can serve internet in that windows through internet explorer and use its feature just like using other pcs. How cool is that? I got cope the W7 and Linux Virtual Machine OS from the pc so I can use it at home and play with it. ^^ The best thing about it is, if the Windows Xp OS is infected with virus, you can just delete it and you will be safe.

Well, today didn't start well. I didn't come early today. Usually I would and I can use that quality time for something useful with no disturbance. Trust me, Musollah seriously quiet in the morning. Haha, hmm. Right, but after that I will always play game at printing room. Hehe, (^.^).

Anyways, I was on the train today when I saw this girl doing Hafalan. It got me remembered of mine. I thought to myself, "I should be doing that." Hmm, God's trying to remind me about it. And somehow I remembered something I learn on Sundays. Hmm

Next week is Tazkiyatul Nafs Assignment submission. Honestly, I haven't done my part. I have BTL-01 lesson on Sat, so I have to start early of I might forget.

We get what we asked for, so I guess its true.

Have a nice day (:

A story of their life. What about mine?

2010-10-26T23:41:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum, (May Peace Be Upon You),

Hmm, I would like to get those smiley. I mean there's a advertisement from SMRT where when the passengers where trying to leave the train and the people boarding it where blocking them which resulted in them showing the sad smiley. Hmm, I would use it if people were to stand in my path out of the MRT Door. Haha, it would be fun to do, showing of that sad smiley with hopes they would give way to me. [=

The new sem has been fine for me. I have yet to feel the pressure. However, because of the THINKQUEST Competition, my J2EE application project has been chaotic. The team coach says we're not doing the project anymore and we're doing something else. Apart from that the teammates from Dunman High has gave ideas on Language. The problem with that was that a language website could be boring and we have to have features because this application will be part of our project marks. Hmmph, ):.

I have yet to think of about the topic. I'm starting to feel nervous.

I want to learn guitar, dance, beatboxing, rap, beatmixing, photography (I always wanted one of those camera's I see some friends and my cousin using), and there tons more.

I know, I dream too much. I'd always had these kind of thinking. I want to do this, learn that, try this and so on. Hmm. I think if I compile all the things I want to do, it won't end. Sometimes I really don't like it when I started venturing into things I want. I want to get rid of this child-like personality I have in me.
I still have a madrasah project to do so I have to manage my time well this time.

There seems to be alot of earthquake happening now, I guess it shows that the signs are very close.

Hmmm, Something came up last night that kept me thinking. I had a choice, and I am hoping that it will be better for me. I had this believe that it was a second chance. I've messed up too much so I think god's giving me another shot at it.

I've decided to go back on discipline. Doing these kind of missions is fun and productive, so why not, right? So basically the first thing I need to solve is my activeness in social network sites, especially Twitter. I'm not that Facebook active, so its fine. So, no twitter from tmr onwards till next week's weekend.

Submission of Hadith Palsu project is this sunday. My group has send the softcopy weeks back and the teacher didn't reply so we're not doing changes. Just need the hardcopy which I'm gonna print tmr. Hmm, And Fadhil wanted to borrow my Hadith Palsu book but he didn't come last week. Hmm.

Hafalan - I'm not confident at this at all. My hafalan is kinda shaky. Need more practice.

I watched a video last week. This video was inspiring. To listen to this guy telling the story about his journey to Islam is wonderful. [No offence intended].

How the Bible Led Me to Islam: The Story of a Former Christian Youth Minister - Joshua Evans

I do wonder. Goodnight (:

Bored + Lazy

2010-10-15T16:52:00.001+08:00

Okay, I'm bored and I'm getting lazy. And, I got this random idea and decided to do something crazy.

Presenting:

ONE MESS - IT0901 ^^

I'm still not there yet.

2010-10-10T01:00:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Dzikir, is one of the good things we can do while waiting. It's not somethings boring either. You just have to find the right one and continuously dzikir that particular one as an Amalan.

This is one of my Favourite dzikir, I've been trying to practice this while I'm not doing anything or while waiting. Its really touching to say it and sometimes when you're totally into it, you will cry.

One of the few songs I'd love to listen nowadays, Pretty nice and meaningful songs.

First up, Chosen One from Maher Zain. This song is about our Prophet s.a.w and how he lives his life. Wonderful.

Next up, Insha Allah from Maher Zain. I can totally feel this song. Its really good. Very meaningful.

Guide my steps, don't let me go astray. You're the only one who can show me the way.

I'm sure a lot of people wants to taste the true sweetness of Iman. I'm not there yet. I hope you won't let me go even though I make these mistakes. I do want to feel it.

I chatted with one of my old friends a few days ago, asking how my friend was doing and if the promised made to prove something to someone very important has been fulfilled, and my friend was like, "Ohh, you remembered?". Lol, ofcause I do. I won't forget friends who had influence in my life. (:

Hmm, want to shout out to another friend who have not been chatting with me for so long. A good but scary junior who whacks me everytime we met. The one responsible for me bleeding and those scars and bruises all over my body that that person have left me with. Lol, no I made that up. My junior wouldn't do that. I can't say the name because I'm warned not to. Lol, nah. All the best for your upcoming oral exams on Monday, hope to catch up with you soon.

Dedication to the other one: I've known you for about 2 years now. We've shared good and bad memories. I thank you for being part of my life. I've learned to throw away the all the hurtful things that has happened and learned to appreciate the good things. Although we don't talk much anymore, I hope you're doing fine. Hope you know that I am rooting for you, even though I may not know how you are or what you do, so where ever you may be, I believe you will be strong and happy. I was happy to get to know you and to be friends with you. You brought me happiness. Thank you for that. Hope your doing fine, and is very happy in life. Whatever may come, but don't you lose your smile (:

Wassalamualaikum.

This is true

2010-09-30T23:51:00.000+08:00

Was streaming Facebook when I saw this link from a friend.

What it has become.

2010-09-26T17:11:00.001+08:00

May Peace Be Upon You,

Great, I'm hearing those. "Tsk, Tsk" sounds in my room again. It can only mean there's a cicak around. Ohh, and its hiding. It knows its fate if I were to ever find it, It'll be dead. Haha, but I'm not that cruel also. I won't overkill it. Sometimes, I don't even kill it.

Hmm, I'm surprised myself to know how much I looked back into my past some times. Thinking about the silly little things I've done. Some, I can forgive myself for doing it. Others, well I'm always like, "Okay, and why did I do that again?". Heh, its weird. One of the things I did when I was small. Primary School, rather. Its not a sin. Its a mistake. Well, maybe not even a mistake. Its a silly action. It doesn't hurt other people but myself. Well, not me entirely but rather my eyes. Heh, I say its the "not-smartest" thing I've done through out my whole life. Its the whole reason why I am wearing spectacles right now. I'd probably wouldn't have to if I didn't did it. But, who knows. I'm not going to tell what I did either. Heh (:

I am grateful that Allah didn't give me a truly specially unrealisticly really2 good-looking looks and made me have an alright not-bad look XD. Huhu, just kiding. Alhamdulillah, people get jealous of good-looking people. Especially in relationships. Glad I don't have to deal with those problems. (:

I guess that's what they say, not everything you get is a blessing. Sometimes, problems comes along with it. All of that, just to test how patient and well you handle the little tests given from god.

Hmmm, let's all remember: "Perbuatan yang baik, tidak semestinya betul".

1. What am I searching for?

Peace, I want to have peace in my heart. That is what I want. I'm sure others too.

2. What am I afraid of?

I'm afraid that the light shone to me from Allah that is still showing me the right path to disappear and not return.

I'm far from being a good person. Sometimes, when I see my friend who doesn't take religious classes but is very enthusiastic towards the religions and practicing its deeds, I'll feel ashamed because in my eyes, he is better than me. His niat, his intentions are pure. That's why I do respect him.

My stomach hurts these days. Well, I used to do morning exercises and work out a little at home but I've gone lazy. And I've eat alot as well. Hmm, so I've started to do morning stretches and exercises back but because of that I get muscle aches since I've not done them too long. Will continue this good morning habit again. Shall exercise. Work out? Hmm, that's a different story. A little muscles is nice but most of the guys I know who has muscles tend to show off their muscles and being proud about it. Its good that they have confidence but I don't know. Mucles are not important, being healthy is. (:

Or maybe, I'm just lazy XD.

Blog Updated!

2010-09-13T15:21:00.001+08:00

Yo! (:

Blog Updated and Upgraded. Hope you like it. Its not fully done yet. (:

Have a nice day (:

A week to be happy

2010-09-11T23:54:00.003+08:00

May Peace Be Upon You,

Ramadhan is over, we all did what we could. May it be useful in life. Syawal is here. Eid Mubarak! Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir dan Batin. (:

Its been good these few days. I've seen beautiful love shown by Mum and Dad. Hari Raya has been good too. My collection has reached the $130+ mark. Haha, hmm I'm not working you know, money is quite important. But ofcause its not that I see it as neccessary for them to give me duit raya. But, Alhamdulillah I still do received it.

Holidays are kinda short for me. 1 month and 1 week. Hmm, there so many things I want to do this weekend. Play online game with Junwei, learn new things, lose some weight and chill out some time.

Hmm, cousin Haikal got a new camera! Cannon Camera! Hmm, I wanted one. Taking pictures with it was cool too. I truly enjoyed it. Wish I could play with it a little more. Hmmm, what a cool camera. It could even make the clouds so clear at such a dark night. Hmmmph.

Anyways, my cousin wants a hip-hop cap too, Haha nice. He invited me to get one together with him. (: We'll see.

Ohh, did you see the sky tonight? A star above a cresent moon. Beautiful display of art. (:

Saw Adawiyah today. Hmm, I used to sit her when she was little, K2 i think. Now, she's all grown up now, P4. Time passes by so fast. I just realised she's grown so tall. Remembered her as the little girl I used to take care. Hmmm, hard to believe.

Ego. All guys have it. Hmmm.

Another Day, Another Chance

2010-08-27T14:55:00.002+08:00

Even as old as he is, He have the strength to continue those deeds. His smile looks so peaceful and happy. MasyaAllah. (:

My Previous Struggle

2010-08-18T23:20:00.006+08:00

I've been thinking lately.

On Saturday 14 August, after terawih, there was a syarahan, about Fasting and Patience.

I've learn and realised alot of things. Just like words I hear from someone about tryingto be a better person. You may see two path, but choose one. Just hold onto one, leave the other. I can't stop thinking about it.

I see two things in my life right now. And I'm holding on both of them. If I let go of one, I'll go deep into the other, vice versa. So now, I'm thinking. The time is a very good time to choose one of it, because now is Ramadhan.

Roleplay (RP), is one of the things I enjoy doing. Aside from playing drums, but that doesn't matter now because I no longer look back at that. I've deleted my jamming videos on my phone, and I no longer feel for it. So that's one down.

Don't think about acting and all those. What I meant my roleplay is, by me going to a factfiction forum, Maybe on topics like Anime. And I roleplay it. How? So let's say I take the anime Naruto, I roleplay as a so-called-ninja. And I fight with others. I do that by making a thread/post, and I write descriptively, explaining the details, my surroundings and also how attack the person. The person (someone from the other end of the world), does the same. So he reply by making up his part of his story, telling me how he react to what I just did. Its like writing a story/composition, mostly can reach about 4 or 5 long paragraph of words. English words. So yes I enjoy it. And I learn new words from it too.

The bad thing about it is that it keeps me in a sort of trance and sways my thoughts where I will be distracted and think very deep into it when I feel like doing RP. And that makes me day dream most of the time. That's a big issue for me, I have to do something.

This post was meant to be last weeks post but I had some issues so I had to postpone it. Anything before this line was written last week.

So now, I've given it up. I've decided. I no longer will RP. It was an old dream. I had fun while it lasted. I'd surely missed it. But I do not regret. I do not regret quitting drums and role-playing for something that weighs much more importance. Its because I know this is something that will last with me throughout my life. I have to take this chance, this month, to make a different. Everything I do and every deed I ever did might not have been the best there is to it.

I've always wondered if those people had to sacrifice something they had in order to be where they are now. I realised there are challenges even as little as it seems, but if the will to fight against and not give in to any temptation burns stronger then one can succeed. I learn that from one of those whom I respect and admire.

The road ahead will be hard and challenging. So I hope there will be light to lead me, to be a better person. InsyaAllah. Amin.

Hope you all have a great weekend. (:

The Beauty

2010-08-16T22:49:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Been learning about Hadith every sunday morning, so I've decided to share on what I've learn.

If you want to know how to see if the Hadith is Sahih (strong), one way is you can look up the chain of narrators(sanad).

Sanad ialah susur galur para perawi (The person who memories it) yang membawa matan hadis.

The chain of narattors are like, for example - Diriwayatkan oleh "someone", from "someone", so on until, "someone from Tabi' Tabiin", "someone from Tabi'in", "Sahabat Rasulullah" then Rasulullah bersabda or an action of Rasulullah.

Sahabat (companion of the prophet) = seorang yang hidup dalam zaman Rasulullah, berjumpa dengan Rasulullah, dan beriman pada masa hidup dan meninggal dunia dalam keadaan beriman. So if the person, who claims to listen or seen an action of Rasulullah, but is not trustworthy or has a history of having bad traits like lying, stealing, etc then it is rejected. Ini kerana dia tidak adil.

Tabi'in (Followers) = orang yang bertemu sahabat Rasulullah dalam keadaan beriman semasa hayatnya dan setelah ia meninggal dunia.

Tabi' Tabi'in = the generation after the Tabi'in in Islam.

There are some hadith that are accepted even without the sahabat's name mention in the sanad. Those cases are only when the Tabi'in are honest and is also well-known and the hadith is accepted as sahih.

Hmm, well the three generation after Rasulullah which is Sahabat, Tabi'in and Tabi' Tabi'in are told by the prophet to be the best generation Islam has to offer. MasyaAllah. Though the prophet said that he'd missed those who followed him, in iman that he will not be able to see prior to his death, those who follow his sunah.

Hanya agama Islam sahaja yang ada sanad untuk hadisnya yang benar, tidak pada agama lain (termasuk agama kristian) yang dapat buktikan kebenaran terhadap sesuatu yang dikatakan oleh ketua agama itu selain Islam.

Hukum Hadith Sahih = wajib.

Yosh!, thats abit on how to look for good and the correct hadiths. You can googled if you want better example. My notes are too long and I don't have much time left to type everything done so I gave it short.

Anyways, going to check-up tommorow morning. Alone, Haha yeah sad. I hope its nothing serious, InshaAllah. Its been bugging me since a few weeks ago. It doesn't hurt much, well still does hurt but Nothing I can't bare but its a bit troublesome. Hmm, ohh well. See you around. (:

Hmm, I don't have to say it. You will look good in any color. (: Though, the first time I saw you in orange back then (don't know when lah, can't remember so long already), I'd thought it was really nice.

One of my mom's favourite songs. Maybe because there's a hindustan theme to it. Haha :D

A song by Maher Zain.

Aim

2010-08-11T22:57:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum Waramatullahi Wabarakatuh,

Ku berharap anda sihat, kuat dan segala urusan anda berjalan dengan lancar. Insya'Allah (:

We are encourage to set a goal to achieve during this holy month.

There are many times have I listened, telling me that we should not only read the Holy Book of Al-Quran but understand its meaning. So this Ramadhan I shall slowly take my time digesting the meaning of each of the Surah. That way, when I recite it in my prayers, I can be reminded of the story behind what I recite. Insya'Allah.

To all my muslim friends, Selamat Berpuasa. Semoga segala amalan dan ibadah yang kami lakukan diterima dan diberkati Allah s.w.t.

One of our enemies aren't here for the time being. It will be a good time to do more good deeds.

Let's us listen to alternative music during our fast. Let's do small deeds slowly, may it grow better and better as time goes. Insya'Allah.

And Let's remember that, no matter what. Never should we be content with what we have done. We don't know if our deeds have been accepted. That's what I am afraid of. Everyone is afraid of. Insya'Allah, it will be okay.

Till then, Take care. Have a good day, everyday (:

2010-08-05T12:44:00.001+08:00

Clueless.

2010-08-03T13:52:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Kalau boleh, jangan tonton filem yang tidak berapa lama lalu dikeluarkan -buku eli. Hmm, cuba ubarkan nama filem itu ke bahasa inggerris. Filemnya mengajar konsep-konsep kafir. Membesar2kan kebenaran dan meagungkan Kitab Injilyang bukan asli*. Takut2 terikut2 lah. Saya menontonnya dengan Mio tv. Dalam pertengahan filem itu, saya mendapati bahawa terdapat banyak konsep and pengajaran yang diambil dari Kitab bukan asli itu. Saya terus tukar filem lain. Astaugfirullah. Pandai betul mereka. Hmmm.

Wassalamualaikum.

Level Conclusion

2010-08-02T21:54:00.008+08:00

Hmm, well OOADPJ done. Yosh! Finally, its done. Over. Gone with the wind. *Yawns* Hmm, it was tiring. Having to sleep only for 2 and the half hours today just to compile the software. But I slept in presentation lab though while watching the first 04 group present.

Ben's group was good, he did the intro well with the brief description that tells us what's the objective of thier software. I got sleepy when Nora started presenting. Haha, and I slept all the way until Junwei woke me up. Well, at first I played prototype, then got tired of it so I waited and looked at Jansen's group proposal. Thanks to that, I learned how to generate a nice template for the content page. I played around with the colours. The I got sleepy so I just rest my head and went to sleep.

Went to watch the Scorcerer's Apprentice at 5pm with classmates to celebrate the end of project. Nice movie. I like the steel bird and all the spells and magic rings.

Overall, I did as much as my abilities could take me. I have gone to where my limit currently stands right now. Ofcause, I have to continue to grow. I still have yet to learn all the jComponents. I would like to thank my groupmates for allowing me to have this oppurtunity to learn and grow. I would not have learn as much if I wasn't the leader. So next time, I hope in the future you won't be afraid to be leader, you might learn a lot. Try (:

I am gratefull that I have friends supporting me. Jun Wei, Shou Xian and Safi have given me much support and they have encouraged and adviced me in many different areas, trying to motivate me to do better and keep growing. They truly helped alot. (:

Dad's being naggy again, wanting me to sleep early. Haha, Hmmm well everyone has their fair share of exhaustion from this project. I can't help it but telling myself, "~~Tired~~, ~~Tired~~". I want to watch anime, hmm so many other things I want to do.

Dianah's grp was the best in grp 04, nice. They must have done something really cool.

Well, that's all. Have a great week ahead. Hope all of you have a good rest tonight. (:

A Piece Of Mind

2010-07-27T22:32:00.006+08:00

May Peace Be Upon You,

Hey there, guys and girls.

Hmm, well I'm physically drained. Haha, yeah being honest here. I'm tired, Its been a really packed week. There's two more test to go despite C++ done. Hmm, I really hope I can pass C++. Insha'Allah.

Project wise, I am probably the slowest. Everyone in my team has almost completed their UI except me. They are left with mostly coding which they need help at. Overall, UI completed = 30%. Yes, and with the numbers of days left, I'd probably finish UI but I won't reach my target. Initially, I was aiming to at least do UI, and follow SD and after that implement features like Spinner or Image chooser but I might not make it. If there's anyone that would give up, it should be me. But then again, I can't just let my promises die. I promised myself not to fail myself again and prove that I can do well for project. Will there be tears of pain or joy? I do not have the answers. I don't want to regret again like last semester, hopefully it won't be the same. Hmm, JunWei would probably get angry if it happens again. Haha, he'd be a protective master and big bro. lol Haha. (:

Anyways, the time doesn't not permit me to submit to defeat anyways. I'm not going to give up. Shall not lose to myself. (:

Spiritual, Ilmu Tasawuf. Very important. That's probably the reason why the prophet spend 13 years in Mekka just on teaching the Shahadah. Cleansing our inner before we do our practices. May Allah give me the strength to do so. Insha'Allah.

Renew

2010-07-22T19:05:00.011+08:00

Assalamualaikum, (May Peace Be Upon You)

Life may not go your way but that doesnt mean giving up is way out. Think positive. The choice was yours to choose. I've always told you that. I'm no better than you, but all I ask is to try. Saying my coding is better is just not true. I'm learning, you're learning, everyone is. There's tons of things that I have yet to learn. Unlike Junwei, I can't solve an error in less than a minute like what he did today. It took me a few minutes to realise it. Even Jun Wei isn't perfect, even he who is way above us is trying new things and learning. Weren't you the one who said in year one that there are more students trying to fight for the spot of going into polytechnic and you being able to do so - should try your best to succeed. There's so much that I can do to help you but if you don't help yourself, there's nothing I can do to change that. Everything starts from yourself. We are our greatest enemies, after all. So keep on the positive spirit.

Even I, myself am trying to win the battle against myself. Hmm, kinda remind me of what Raj from 04 said, "No pain, No gain, man". Words of a distinction student. (:

I've been doing a lot of thinking. I am disappointed on where I stand now, academically and religiously. After watching a video on accidents where reckless drivers are caught in an accident and because of that, they are responsible for an innocent life. Just last week, I was crossing the road, hurrying to catch the bus across the road. And for just that moment, I let down my guard, forget to ask protect from Allah. I didn't see the car coming from my right. If the driver was a reckless one, my life would have been taken right on that moment. Its a good memory to remind me that life may go on but death is always near. I am afraid of crossing the road and nowadays I take extra-precaution. Even so, death isn't something we can run from.

Astaughfirullah, I've not been in good shape these few days. My attitute towards things are terrible sometimes despite being able to think for the right and learn from others. I've always wanted to be someone better, I need to put in more effort. There's alot of things that I used to practice but now, I'm just cutting some slack. Thankfully, god has ways on reminding us of the things we are going wrong. And by reading that post, I remembered how much I have missed these days. I must slowly rebuild it again before its too late.

Wassalamualaikum.

Talent

2010-07-14T21:09:00.005+08:00

Seungho is definitely my favourite member in MBlAQ.

He's too talented. I wished I was as talented as him.

His piano skills are sick. He plays it so well, his fingers are so fast and his expression makes it looks like playing piano in that level is easy.

For this one, since there no subtitles. Basically, they are saying that he is epic XD. Lol, nah I have no idea what their saying, I just made that up. (:

Haha, basically I admire his talent alot alot. He's really talented, I've always wanted to learn how to play the piano. Well, anyways, Seungho can beatbox too (:

He did the beatbox for thier new album intro, 4 ya Stereo. Pretty cool stuff.

He can do awesome b-boy, acrobatic and he can dance very well too (:

Ofcause the best thing about him is that he doesn't boost about his talent. Even in shows like Idol Army, Making Of Artist MBlAQ, and so on. He'd just relax and chill, only showing his talents when he feels he needs to. Pretty cool guy, naturally he could play guitar, do magic tricks and sing.

The End

2010-07-12T23:35:00.003+08:00

Yes! Finally. A happy trail. ~HuHu~ (:

Yeah, happy indeed.

Assalamualaikum (May Peace Be Upon You),

Man, Been starving today. Not eating proper lunch and dinner. I left home early to study IPNet at school with Mr Reborn JiaJun. So I didn't had a good breakfast, while I only feed myself walfers and more walfers biscuts until the night. Almost vomitted during asar prayers, haha. I decided to walk home today, thanks to the new bus fare. I wouldn't want to waste 3cents more for it. Besides, I reached home earlier than I would if I waited for the bus so it was a win win situation. The new bus fare system simply wants Singaporeans who lived not that far from places to walk there rather than transport.

Its been quite some time since I walked home so I perspired a little, well maybe partly because I walked fast. Passing by Kopitiam wasn't that great after all, all the smell of the food, gaaahhhh!before that my stomach already growled. When I sniffed the smell of the foods there, it growled even louder. Hmmph.

Reached home in no time at all, no sweat. I'd always know I could beat the bus at this. I only take bus because I'm very lazy most of the time to walk home. Well, Mum saved my life today. She didn't put away the food early knowing I'll be home late. So I ate rice with Asam Pedas with fish (I have NO clue what fish it was, hehe) , Sambal Ikan Bilis (*Like*) and soya sauce (Perfect!). Wah, I was quite filled just now thanks to the rice. Finally, from a frowing, deflated plus flat and sad stomach to a happy trail belly filled with food. Haha, yes! Nice! ~HuHu~ (: Alhamdulillah.

Well, what more can I say, Spain won. I knew they'd win. Even if it was just extra time. Hey, told you so. (: Haha, kiding. The better team won after all.

There's a difference between "Assalamualaikum" and "Assamualaikum". This was what was taught last week. "Assalamualaikum" means "May Peace Be Upon You". "Assamualaikum" has a different meaning. If I remembered correctly, it had the opposite meaning of "Assalamualaikum". It meant something like, "May hardship be upon you" . So if we hear something like that or if we are not clear of what people say, reply, "Waalai"/"Waalaik". Which means "Upon you too". So even what ever the situation was, its a save reply. You get what you wish for others. It happen during the time of the prophet. The Yahudi's they usually greeted the prophet with "May hardship/death be upon you" Nauzibillah, yeah and the prophet would not reply other than just replying "Upon you too". What ever intention they had, would just return back to them. Whether good or bad.

Nighty Nites (:

There's no end to knowlegde

2010-07-04T21:11:00.010+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum. (May Peace Be Upon You)

The weekend was quite okay. Thanks to teaching Yasmin, I revised alot of my basics. Hmm, I have forgotten alot on basics, even forget what was nested loop. Haha, well now I remember it. So it was a win-win situation for my Saturdays. Once, I reached home. I got lazy so I slacked a little.

Today was fun too. It was a new sem for my religious class. New things to study, and new teachers. However, Uztazah Holdiyah is still teaching us. She taught us Fiqh last sem, this sem she teaches us Sejarah dan Kebuyaan Islam, which is somewhat similar to Sirah. So its a great module. Learned about the history of one of the four Khulafa' Ar-Rasyidin, Abu Bakar as-Siddiq r.a. It was very interesting to learn about his life, before and after Islam. He is a great guy, one of the first few to converted to Islam during the time of the prophet and to be given the name "as-Siddiq" (yang amat membenarkan). The person who always accepts the teachings of the prophet.

Ulum Hadis was interesting too, Learned the different Hadis, although we were only taught just a few Hadis. The uztaz told us stories, examples, and elaborate on it. And that he touched on the prophet himself, Rasulullah s.a.w. He told us how the prophet describe the features of prophet Musa a.s, who had curly hair and was a quite a tall person (Not as tall as prophet Adam a.s though) and also prophet Isa a.s, who was very fair (Kulit Putih kemerah-merahan), middle-sized person and had a straight hair. Uztaz said that Rasulullah's skin was not as fair as Isa but he was still quite fair. He had wavy hair and was a strong guy. He's strength equals 30-40 arab men. He had to be strong to recieve wahyu from Allah s.w.t. Wahyu was something not anyone can handle, Uztaz gave us and example relating to when Rasulullah was riding a camel when he received wahyu. At the same moment, the camel kneel down and lay to the ground, not able to bear the weight of Rasululah who recieved wahyu. That must show that wahyu isn't just something simple.

The last lesson have to be most interesting. It was, "Mensucikan Jiwa". The uztaz who taught us was quite young, probably in his 20s. The purpose of the subject was the teach us practical ways to cleanse our soul from any corruption infecting us every day. Things like how we conduct ourself, The topic we learn today was, "Adab Murid dan Guru", which teaches how you should conduct yourself when learning. Alot of matter than should be practice. Uztaz also added, "Ilmu Kamu Ibarat Garam & Adabmu Ibarat Tepung". He explained that ilmu(knowlegde) is important, but without 'adab", its not complete. Its like baking a cake, you need more "tepung" than "garam". Even if you lack in knowledge, if you "adab" and "akhlak" is good, Allah will open doors for you to find knowlegde. He also noted that the most important is Solat. It is the most important. How sure are we that our solat are accepted? It was a good reminder.

So yeah, very interesting three hours of my life today. Ohh well, I guess that's all for today. Take care (:

Wassalamualaikum.

Cheap Skate

2010-06-29T23:51:00.014+08:00

May Peace Be Upon You.

Hmm, okay. If I'm at school right now, playing Baking Life on FB, I'd shout "Veni!, Look what have you did to influence me. You influence me to play this game. What a terrible crime you did. Such irresponsible act". Haha, yeah. Blaming her for no reasons, lol. hehe. And then I'd go, "that Jia Jun also, influence me, that baka reborn". Haha, and he would scold me for it. Hmm, okay. Shall not get addicted to it. (:

Hmm, okay. Enough of trying to lighten my mood.

Well, I got back my result for Interim Results. And ofcause its not as good as I wanted it to be. I want to get at least 3.0 for gpa. So, from the looks of it. I won't make it if I don't pass C++. C++ and OOAD. I need to get at least D for C++ and a B for OOAD. I'm feeling down. Hmmph. ):

But if I have time to be regretting for not doing well, I have time to work harder on it to do better, right? Hmm. My dad wants be to keep a B for all modules. Hmm, but its okay. Like what Safi said, "In life, you will always have regrets. Its okay to regret cause things like this happens". And well the other thing he said was, "Ohh, be like me. Don't study too hard. And you will do well. " =.=, so much for a good advice. Its too early to give up though, let's do better. Yosh! (^.^)

Well, I was playing around with Photoshop early. I just wanted to figure out how to do some things. I didn't follow through the online tutorial since dad watching world cup so Mr internet Guy - Mio, will be very slow. So I can't surf internet that well. I tried some pictures, to try fit in into the UI and I manage to get it done. Haha, well my methods are very cheapskate. but no worries, its still high quality image. Its just done with very cheapskate method. ~HuHu~ (:

Haha, well. I don't want to show yet cause its not good enough. hehe, still can't forget about how cheaply I made it to be. lol, rofl. (:

Hmm, I guess I'd be studying with Yasmin at school on Saturday. She wanted me to help her prepare for her java practical test. She's a year one FI. I guess its a good time for me to revise my year 1 materials.

Mr Pang's SD was way different than Ms Lim ones. Well I want to follow Mr Pang one but I'm not sure. I can understand that when it comes to design, everyone has their own way to do it. But, shouldn't they just standardize it? Hmmph. Okay no use whining.

Well, that's all. Take care (:

Perspective

2010-06-25T12:19:00.008+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum (May Peace Be Upon You)

Hmmm, Mr Chew called me around 11am just now to ask me about my Quiz 1 DSTR results. Wonder why? Hmmm. I scored 17/20 though, not as good.

Well, I've been having good sleeps so far. Hehe, walking up so late. Hmm, so unhealthy. I can't really blame myself because I've been spending days in school for term break so I guess I should at least have a good one for myself these remaining days. Projects, HeartzOut, CC... haha well maybe not that one. Hehe, anyways, hopefully the remaining days will be good. InshAllah. (:

Hmm, Madrasah starts on the 4th. I'll be learning new things now. Very interesting. Oh well, I guess I have much of a chance being Muraqib for my class again from the looks of it. Somehow, they like those emails I sent them about madrasah. I don't mind doing the job, and yet I don't mind if someone else will be Muraqib. Either way is fine, if the person is better suited than me, I'd be more than happy. (:

Hmmm, how should I say this? You see, from my perspective - The article holds a lot of lesson we can infer and learn from. The way I see it, the article isn't to be used to relate yourself to it. There's a purpose and a true story behind it. Firstly, it tells how there's no love greater than the love of Allah S.W.T, and that only Allah S.W.T can help help in any situation. Second, it shows how you should always leave it to Allah S.W.T, have faith and accept (Tawwakal, Redha) what is given to you for it is the best for you and only Allah S.W.T knows what's best for his servants. Lastly, in the end, Allah S.W.T knows what's best and only Allah S.W.T knows everything that recites in the heart of his servants whether spoken or unspoken. Of cause, one of the other things that the article was teaching was that we have to stay away from all kinds of Zina. Whether its Zina Hati, Zina Mata or Zina as it is. La taqrabuzzina, janganlah kau mendekati zina. Allah S.W.T larang kita mendekati zina, bukan hanya melakukan zina.

So I hope you read it again and try to understand what it may be trying to teach you, instead of using it as a way for you to ease yourself of your desires. Wallahualam. I'm just trying to help. And I'm not perfect either, no one is. InshAllah, you may find the meaning behind those words.

Wassalamu'alaikum.

Importance

2010-06-22T12:03:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum, (May Peace Be Upon You)

I'm feeling good today. Thanks to Java. So how are you? I hope anyone that's reading this post of mine is as hyper as I am now. ~HuHu~! (:

On Father's day, Mum bought sunglasses for my dad. She told us the last time she bought her one was when they were still dating. lol.

I couldn't get dad anything because initially I wanted to get him a hp cover for him since his was broken but while going out to search for it at AMK with SX, Junwei and Evangeline, my sister told me that he already bought it for himself. So yeah, I didn't have time to search for another present after that day. Sadly, but knowing my dad he'd probably would loved if I would just save my money rather than spend it on a present. Hmm. I don't usually expressed to my dad that I love and care for him so it was abit awkward to say it. But, I know I will regret if I didn't wish him Father's day so I wished him before midnight via SMS. He read the msg only the day after which was yesterday morning and thank me. My dad have done a lot for me. I can't count how much he have done. He was the one who stayed with me in the hospital when I was sick in pri school days. He slept on the floor of the ward just to accompany me. Many more things. I know I've not been the best son I could have been for him. It brings me tears everytime I'm thinking of it. Dad, I truly love you even if words aren't spoken. You are the best dad I can ever ask for.

Mum cooked mushroom soup for father day. Yummy (:, well I think I ate the most. Hehe, can't help it. Mum only cooked such things once in a blue moon. So I couldn't resist. And I couldn't resist but show the soup to my elder sis when we were webcamming too. Haha, okay that's not nice of me. Lol, my sis threatened not to give me any souvenirs when she come back Singapore later. Hmmph ):

Anyways, I've been working on JComponents since yesterday. And I was sooooo hyper and happy when I discovered about the looks and feel for jFrame. Wahhh, nice. I couldn't control my happiness. I had a hard time sleeping because of it too. Haha, hmm I know its lame but it really gives me the motivation to learn more about JComponents. Well, I've just touched on JMenu and discovered how to do multiple trailing so I was happy too just now. I shall move on to the others as well. My personal aim for this project is A and I shouldn't plan any lower. I know its not easy but I shall try my best. (:

Dad found my old specs. Yay! I got two specs to choose from. I shall wear them alternatively. Initially, I lost them. Well, I misplaced them rather. Silly me. But since I already found it, I shall use it too. I'm wearing it for today to school. Maybe wednesday, I wear my new one. Haha, cool mah.

There are things that sometimes we have to control. And for me that's my emotions. Whether if its being critisized for not doing a good job as a leader or the feelings I have for someone. I cannot allow these things to slow me down, stop me from going ahead and excelling in what I'm doing. Nothing in this world comes easy. I have to keep trying. Well, I must stop here and do some home chores before going to school.

Take care. (:

Need Hardwork (Usaha Kukuh)

2010-06-18T23:22:00.006+08:00

May Peace Be Upon You,

I ate Fish and Chips for dinner, Dad cooked. (:

Well, fish is healthy and halal. Always halal by natural (:

Got three days time to finish what needs to be done for the team. Ganbatte!, Luqman (:

InshAllah, I will finish them. (:

Hmmmph, US playing really aggressive. Their like playing wrestling. Elbow strike, and all those stunts. Lol. I hope they won't win. Hmmph, No shame.

Hmm, I like this song. Very relaxing and nice. (:

F.T. Island - A Man's First Love Follows Him To The Grave

You know you know this without my having to say it to you
You know it'd be laughable to make a confession out of nowhere
Why do you always need to hear it to believe it
Why do you always doubt me

After the first few hundred times it's become really tedious
Out of nowhere it's becoming awkward
I love you, why do you want to hear that?
When I've already shown you so many reasons to believe it

Everything about you is so pretty
Just looking at your smile makes me senseless
Whenever you were late to one of our dates
I greeted you but considered the idea of breaking up

So after that, we chose to break up
Wishing each other well and saying our goodbyes
I tried seeing other people
And when I became alone again, that's when I realized

A man's first love goes to his grave
My basis for love was always you
Because I hardly ever gave my heart to you
As if I didn't even know myself, I kept missing you

But I know so well, don't I,
That a love that has ended doesn't happen again
Why don't I ever see you when I love you
Why do I always miss what I lose
Why do I miss you

Whenever you were late to one of our dates
I greeted you but considered the idea of breaking up

To be honest, this is what I did, to make it so we'd be together
I've worked hard on reciting only our love
In order to love, you give everything you have
That this is how you're supposed to treat a girl, I was too young to know

A man's first love goes to his grave
My basis for love was always you
Because I hardly ever gave my heart to you
As if I didn't even know myself, I kept missing you

But I know so well, don't I,
That a love that has ended doesn't happen again
Why don't I ever see you when I love you
Why do I always miss what I lose
Why do I miss you

F.T Island A Man's First Love + Only one MV part 2 [Eng Sub]

The story of the MV goes like this:

Hongki: Right now, I have two choices. That girl dancing over there or the girl sitting sadly. My fate will be different based on the choice I make.

"A Man's First Love Follows Him to the Grave" 남자의 첫사랑은 무덤까지 간다 -- FT Island

Hongki goes over to the sad girl, who we find out is avoiding her guardian/bodyguard Jonghun.
Jonghun: Why aren't you picking up your phone?
Girl: I lost my handphone. *Hongki has her phone* And stop caring about my personal life.

Jonghun: How could I not care?
*Hongki shows Minhwan a picture of the girl on her phone*
Jonghun: If you do it again, there will be serious consequences.

Then you can see that the girl in Hongki's class likes him and Jonghun likes the main girl and watches her from afar, smiling. In this story, Hongki's teacher is just the teacher. Hongki finds the girl in the car and Jonghun takes notice & gets suspicious. The girl escapes somehow through the women's bathroom and that makes Jonghun sad.

Hongki and the girl hang out and someone starts taking pictures of them... Hongki's classmate sees the two being all lovey-dovey and gets sad.

"Only One Person" -- FT Island

Jonghun finds out about Hongki and the girl's love affair and goes to beat him up because he's super jealous and is the girl's bodyguard. Then the two lovers are separated but meet again.

Hongki: Why'd you come here?
Girl: To be with you... why??
Hongki: Go.
Girl: I don't want to. Give me a ride on your motorcycle.
*She gets kidnapped*

Mafia guy (to Jonghun on the phone): Tell your boss that he has exactly 20 hours. I don't want someone like you coming around. Exactly 20 hours, okay?

Jonghun goes in, fights for the girl until he loses his own life, and that's the end.

Hmmm, sweet and sad ending. Its sad that he had to die but he was so brave to save sacrifice himself. Good MV (:

She may talk to you, but that doesn't mean she likes you. Haha, Arrasso (:

Back again

2010-06-17T19:59:00.014+08:00

Assalamualaikum, (May Peace Be Upon You)

Hey there, how was your day? (:

Well, I followed my parents to the airport to welcome my grandparents back to Singapore. They went to stay at my aunt's house overseas for a few months. They landed from L.A at 12:58am. We waited longer than expected because one of the bag that my grandparents was carrying got mixed up since the ribbon that was tied on the handle couldn't be found so my grandfather couldn't recognised the bag. The handle of bag was broken before it made it to the collection area. Must be the flight staff's mistake. I reached home at 3am++. I was really sleepy by then. So I "bam" to my bed after changing. Hmmm, my bed never felt that comfy before (: ~Huhu~

I woke up late again today. Hmmm, another unhealthy day. Breakfast-Lunch again. Hmmm. So unhealthy. After that, I went to school to meet up with Junwei and his teammates. They did S.D and was exploring some new epic functions.

Well, what can I say? My class's best java trio and Jansen is there. I should have known. Honestly, when I was "spying" at their work. I was like, "Woah, that's so cool". I mean they had done some cool stuff with their UI. And, that's just them testing. I'm really expecting something good from them. I solo-ed project since my team wanted a UI example. I took the oppurtunity to learn the changing panel function using the refreshContent function that Junwei taught me. I told him that we're using some of his functions from last sem. He allowed so well, no worries guys.

Well, he didn't mind at all since he said he will modify his previous functions to make it even better. Basket, haha, he'll probaby do a good one. And he's even planning to cut down the function when he compile later. Its really unfair cause his group has three people that can compile well. I'm sure we'll get to see Junwei's one line coding. Haha, the functions might take more than five lines but if it's Junwei, as long as its possible, he'll try to make all of that into one line. Crazy programmer. I can't never understand his one line coding. Its too confusing for me to understand.

Well, I have to do alot right now. UI Sample, JComponent Samples, I have to revised the other functions that I will need to use. Hmmm, alot. I'm tired. I have to do images for UI too, which I already took some time early to research for some pictures. So, I'm quite there. I just have to do it. I don't want to end up crying like I did last sem presentation when I couldn't answered the question asked by Ms Fua. Shall not let my tears not go to waste, InshAllah.

Heavy eyes now, hehe. Watching S.Korea vs Argentina now. Hmm, scoring an own goal must have been fustrating and disappointing. Well, Argentina played well too.

I really should have a good jog this week. Have not been running for weeks! Sheez, its really bad because if I don't exercise too regularly, I'll get heart pain. Its not fun, its really hurts. ):

Morning and Night exercises just isn't enough.

Well, this is the result of my first Photoshop self tutorial lesson. I was trying a metal Outline text in Photoshop but from the looks of it. I failed, haha. I'm still not used to the icons and features yet. (:

I'm hugging my pillow while typing now. That's how tired I am. Hehe, well have a good day. (:

Dark Circle Eyes

2010-06-16T12:19:00.004+08:00

Good Afternoon (:

Hmm, I woke up very late today. I woke up at 11++. Haha, yeah. Last two days, wake up at 7-8am..Hmm, very unhealthy. I had my Breakfast-Lunch earlier, so I'm kinda full. That's my fully awake face and after a good refreshing wash. (:

I really wanted to wake up early today so I could continue with UI and do some exploring. But sadly, I was so tired that I could wake up early.

Well, we're almost done with S.D (Sequence Diagram). Just need to edit and compile everyone's work. And my teammates have started with Entity. I revised with them since they forget. Hmmm, Jiajun really shouldn't forget.

Well, I hope term break has been good for you all like it was for me. It was tiring but well, I feel no pressure what so ever.

I'm going to stop here and continue some other time. So, take care (:

Testing 1, 2, 3 (:

2010-06-15T00:12:00.005+08:00

Hey There!

Hehe, so happy today. (:

Anyways, I've been testing java for the past hours trying to remember how to use java bean. So, I tested all the function for my last sem project, though i didn't test the change panel function cause correcting the error would take alot of time so I skipped that. Anyways, this is the results for today's self testing (:

So, like how Jun Wei teach me last sem. We used double label. One we put as image, the other as text and ~Tadaa!~, you get a button that says, "Hello" (: . The button, nice right? (: Jun Wei did it himself, I just use it for example.

So after that, I tried with mouseEvent for the label as a revision. And I used that to print out something. Haha, if Jia Jun sees this, he is going to hit me. The output is kinda naughty, I wanted to disturb Jiajun so I critisized his favourite Katekyou Hitman Reborn Anime. Hehe, the anime is nice though, since I watch it too. (:

So basically, I'm going to show this to my team tmr. Its seriously simple. They should be able to do it themselves. Especially Jiajun since he was my project member last sem, so he should know. Well, those who know coding and want to try this can do so. The text of the second label is set as white so thats why it can see through. You have to call in the "Hello" label first before the picture label. If not, the word can't be seen. So its like,

jContentPane.add(jLabelHello, null);
jContentPane.add(jLabelPicture, null);

Lol, who am I kiding right? Those who are reading this might even be better at Java than I do. I'm still a baby in Java (:

Well, tired ah!~~~ So take care (:

2010-06-13T23:45:00.006+08:00

Two post in a day...I love this frog.. She is just too cute! (:

Who? Gamatatsu ofcause! The cute character of hers and her love for snacks. Hehe, thinking of snacks made me hungry now. Anyways, She's just so chubby. Just like the baby I saw at my sis's friends wedding ceremony earlier. The kid got dropping cheeks! That's like sooooo adorable to the max! Anyways, here's a picture of Gamatatsu. ~Huhu~! (:

Tired from all that cleaning up at Grandparents' house. Its all good though. I enjoy myself. Lol to my cousin low energy level. That was funny, he got tired too easily. I wipe the dusty walls so much, that I grew shoulder muscles and biceps. Wow! Should clean grandparents house more often then. Hehe, tired now. Take care (:

2010-06-13T14:05:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum,

In two weeks time, Madrasah starts I think.

Anyways, Term Break feels like no term break. Haha, well but its still okay i guess.

Just finished cleaning up the whole house. Well, not really. I just vaccuum and mob and sweep the floors. Hmmm, I must be getting old. I'm seriously exhausted after doing all that. I don't really mind perspiring like I'm showering when I'm cleaning my house cause its very normal for me to perspire alot but getting this tired is unbelievable. But I think my morning exercises made me this tired.

Im like the worst broom cleaner ever. I can't sweep. Everytime I sweep the dust doesn't go into the dust pan. And it took me half an hour just to sweep the kitchen. Hmm, somebody teach me.

I'm not sure what I'm going to do now. Well, I heard that we are going to my grandparents house to clean since my grandparents are staying for a few months overseas at my aunt house. Maybe I should sleep to regain my energy. Hmm.

NYP is very rich. This is the proof. All of those are Apple Mac PC.

The same room Mac PC.

The same room again.

The PC before they switch it on. The PCs looks so hot (:

Well, this one just empty boxes. I got bored while waiting for Jansen to finish his toilet business so I just took them.

Hmmm. Can I have one? I want one. One free one. Hmm, the laptop look so slim. Must be very expensive. They shouldn't have lock the room door. (:

More Mac!

Even more Mac. Honestly it looks cool even before it is switch on.

Well, last week we celebrated my sis birthday via webcam. So since she wanted a birthday cake, we bought it and ate it for her. Huhu! Never had I enjoy eating a birthday cake before. Since my sis not coming home any time soon. We can't keep it for a few weeks so we ate in front of her. I purposely did a "Luqman Choc Cake CF" in front of her. Haha, she laugh but I know if she could, she would strangle me to death. The cake is nice though. I like it. Yummm Yumm (:

Hmm, the photoshop Master Collection C5 SX gave me couldn't work. Gahh, I can't get one from JW cause its holiday and its not likely I will see him in school. I want learn photoshop. And the photoshop C version tutorial book at the school library seems to be borrowed. Hmm. I have not been spending enough time reading the Quran and all. I have to start soon since I got hafalan and all.

I downloaded the video version of In The End by Yusuf Islam. I like that song. I realised how nice it is a few weeks back so decided to download it. But I couldn't find the song at 4shared or aimini.net so I surf youtube for the video and downloaded the video with Realplayer SP and converted it to mp3 format.

2010-06-09T21:52:00.002+08:00

No IPNet tutorial today so class ended at 11am :D

Came for Achery training at 3pm. I'm very exhausted.

I don't wish to say about my form. Haha, cause its pathetically pathetic.

Well, I just reached home. It's 9++ now.

However, I am thankful that I didn't get tanned :)

That all, take care :)

Coincidence

2010-06-07T22:31:00.015+08:00

May Peace Be Upon You,

Attention All. Term break's next week!!! (:

Finally.... Been so Tired of Waiting for it, you know ;) .Gidarida jichin da YOU KNOW? (Getting tired while waiting… (You know?)) Hehe, 2pm - Tired of Waiting lyrics. :D

Anyways, Today was quite fine. I was my cheerful self :). Pretty good mood for today.

Gah, I was reminded today how sensitive of a guy I can be. Hmmm. Anyways, its really hard for me to act mad or sad cause I laugh too easily. I've trying so hard to act like those but everytime I do, I end up laughing. Nevermind, I shall not give up. (:

Lol, the late night joke just now was funny. Haha, I just randomly acted out what would happen if we couldn't find Veni at night XD.

Met my primary school friend, Rauf on the way home. Wahhh, its been like 5 years since we last meet. He looks a little different, more matured but he is still as soft-spoken as ever. The ironic thing is we lived just a block a way from one other. And yet it's so hard to meet up. Seeing him reminds me of my primary school days. Hmm, those where the days.

The days I tucked in my shirt so obediently and my school shorts was OHH myyyy soooo short!. I seriously looked like a nerd back then. So innocent, so easily bullied. My specs had those strings strap to it strings which hangs on the neck when the spec is not in use and people called me, "prof". Both sides of my side hair stood up while I comb just only the middle part and people called me, "Wolverine" lol. I was quite chubby, my skin was so fair back then :D :D :D :D that teachers thought I was a chinese kid. :) Haha, I can't believe I was a serious nerd back then. Lol, and I remembered I like to shave botak because I don't like to comb my hair. I still have that trait of not liking to comb my hair though. That's why I love wearing caps. Just that the thought of me going botak disgust me though. My forehead was not as wide as it is now. Gahh, how I wish it never did get wider. Haha :)

Getting bullied everyday by classmates who asked for my money. Beaten up for refusing. I would just resist a little but keep quiet and keep that secret from my parents. I remember how I was so forgiving and so patience to others. So generous in helping. If someone said they need money, I'd give them willingly. Well, maybe back then I was stupid. And if they didn't pay me back, I'd tell them its okay and they can pay me back any time. Which they never did. :) Haha, yeah. I remembered how much I treasure friendship. Seeing two of my classmates who are very close to each other argue and decided not to be friends. That hurt me even though I wasn't in the picture. I don't know why also. Its just so hurting to watch them fight back then. I cried for their friendship. Just like how I did when my close friends beat each other up just for a girl in Secondary school. Somehow, the two friends who hated each other on that day in pri school, they became bestfriends again the other day. I had actually plan to talk to the two of them to be nice again a day after they fought. My family would praise me for being so patient back then.

I guess when we're all very young, we all have a pure heart. :)

Things changed in secondary school. I told myself to not let others take advantage of me, I started to be less patient with others, I learn bad things. Became more naughty and naughty. Hmmm, yeah. Shall not go on. Too many dark clouds in my past I don't wish to remind myself off. Hmmmph ):

So I guess I should learn from my past, and make sure it doesn't repeat. I must, I will and I shall with the guidance of Allah s.w.t. InshAllah :)

There are things to do, do it before its too late. I'll better not get use to "jamak" my solat. Its possible but doing the solat on time and doing it after its time has different. It is said you can never get back that rahmat from that solat even if you "jamak" it. Hmmm.

Well, got C++ test during C++ practical tommorrow. All the best to self. :)

Thats all, take care :)

Its all up to..

2010-06-06T14:46:00.004+08:00

May Peace Be Upon You,

This week has been really packed with school stuff that I didn't have time to post. Well, its okay. Anyways, term break is coming. Looking forward to it.

We had a group discussion last week about our plan to use the term break for project. Poor Jiajun XD, he was scolded by Puay Xin for interupting her. haha, I couldn't say much. But everything turned out fine. Hmm, been slacking much. Lol, I'm such a bad leader. Jun Wei's gonna lecture me if he knows I'm slacking. I've inheritted his "do not procastinate project work" character sometimes. And I guess that's good. Well, I told my dad about me being chosen as a leader and my dad wasn't really supportive at first. This was because I teamed up with Jun Wei for 2 sems now in project. And some of our groupmates where those who were a little too dependant on us so my dad feared that I would suffer again. But well, its up to my current members i guess. So, what you guys think? :D

Just got an invitation from a friend to join the Aku and Dia camp. I didn't know what it was until I visited Fadhil Fadaros's Fb account. Haha, strange isn't it. I was just looking around, thinking of what thing he posted this week till I saw a video about it. Its always unique how Allah s.w.t conveys his messages to us. Maybe by chance he wanted me to see that (:

Habib Ali Al Jufri shared this story of,

Sheikh Muhammad Sharawii,
May Allah have mercy on his soul.

Upon a time, where Sheikh Muhammad Sharawii companions didn't find him therefore they searched for him.

And they were shocked when they found him cleaning the toilet of the mosque.
And when they asked him,
"O sheikh why are you doing this"?
He said, "I was afraid that Pride will fill my heart".
Since he appears on television and met the presidents and etc
"So i needed to make my "nafs" remember who i really was".

Let this be a reminder to us all, insya Allah, that no matter who you are, never allow Pride to fill your heart cause then your niah (intention) will not be for the sake of Allah swt.

:)

Save me, pull me from the dirt, don't drop me into that blackhole again. I need true patience. Strong mentally, physically in order to get there.

Tired To Think

2010-06-01T22:56:00.006+08:00

May Peace Be Upon You,

Well, I came home late today because we stayed back for project. I'm extremely exhausted. Plus, my throat isn't doing too good. I just hope I don't get a flu.

Came early for DSTR lecture today since I forget that there was no lecture. I didn't join my other classmate for sports game. We usually play sports with 02 every tuesday since we have long breaks. I was tired and I had to finish project.

Tommorrow got one test only. A good thing but project is the other factor. All the best to those talking tests tommorrow. (: (:

I've been thinking,

Do I regret being where I am now? Do I regret leaving behind my passion for music? Leaving my band and throwing aside my drum sticks and drums lessons, for a future which I hope would be the best for me. It has been a year since I left that part of me behind. Memories are coming back. It was fun back then. But I can't say life as it is now isn't good. I like my life now. Not fully satisfied, but I am happy. There's a long road ahead.

So the greatest question now is, do I regret leaving that behind?

I'm divided. I can't answer it now. But, I will answer it one day, I'm sure.

Dance Crew? I have interest in dance too. But, at the same time, I have other commitment which weighs more in terms of urgency. I can't decide yet. I will very soon.

I just realised something. Music influence me more than Anime/Manga. Food influence me more than Anime/Manga. So, I have to decide which I should control first; Food or Music.

Music has been my life for years. Its always been with me and its how I usually express myself. And that's what I want to change. I want to throw away the trance I enter when I listen to music. Alternative music has been my option. But, as long as it distracts me from time, its still is not advisable. Food, nothing wrong with eating. But, I tend to have this temptation of buying it unnecessarily. I will just have the thought of buying bottle drinks or candy and chocolates. Hmmmm, I will have to stop this so I don't overspent. I shouldn't pamper myself with sweets too much. I know. Coffee too. Sheez, there wasn't a day that I failed to finish a bottle of coffee in less than 3 mins at minimum. That's how fast and how badly obsessed I am with coffee. Health comes first. :D Been saying that to classmates alot nowadays. Hehe.

So I've decided. Music and Food control until friday. Hmmmm, its really going to be hard. I'm afraid if I can't do it. Really. Two of my quite strong temptations. I will try my best. Insha'Allah.

Well, kinda hungry now. Hehe. Plus, I'm tired. So, should I pamper myself to the kitchen to fill in and straight away go sleep? Haha, lol I'll be like a snake. Snake sleep after full stomach, hmmm but being a snake isn't that bad. I like snakes, their cool. lol, random of me.

Did some morning exercise before going to school today. That, make me quite tired today. Haha, kinda foolish of me to do that. Hmm, nvrm as long as I can't avoid a belly, I'll do it. (:

Hmm, Men are more like children compared to women? Hmmph, one of the reasons why guys shouldn't watch Katekyo Hitman Reborn's anime. Reborn said that line.

I don't believe that I'm more of a child than my female friends. Right? haha, okay. Maybe I am lol :D

Well, I'm going now. Hmm, can't really complain about the workload cause it'll probably be worse if I think its bad. Take care (:

Mission Completed!

2010-05-30T20:21:00.010+08:00

Assalamualaikum, May Peace Be Upon You.

I would like to apologise to Veni for not blogging this week. Well, I have a good reason for not doing so too. Well, you see earlier this week, I gave myself a Mission. A Mission to test my discipline, determination, concentration and will strength. haha, lol well not that complicated. I just made that up. I didn't blog cause lately, I've noticed I don't have the focus I am supposed to have and I'm very distracted with blogging, twitter and facebook. So, in order to curb this habit of mine, on monday, I decided I won't blog, twit or paly facebook for the whole week.

Mission Report: Successful. Sure, it was success. I didn't blog for a week. I didn't tweet (the "hello.." twit on wednesday was due to Amelia who hacked into my twitter account in school and twitted that. Hmm, basket ball ahh she). Facebook, however wasn't totally successful. I did use it on the first day itself. But somehow, the following days, despite seeing friends play fb games. I didn't. So well done to myself. YosH! Congrats to self, I have done well. I guess it goes to shows I can focus when I really want to. Of cause, this mission was just something small. Honestly, I wanted to use it as a starting line. I'm going for more and harder things to resist in my conquest to overcome my temptations and better myself. Insha'Allah I will. Next, I shall look into Anime and Manga. Gahh, its gonna be hard. I love watching anime and reading manga. Especially when I'm currently watching a new one. Hmmphh, give me the strength to overcome. I shall forced myself to only watched and read them on weekends for two hours. lol, I'm not sure if that's even possible for me. Hmm.

My parents' bodywash smells way better than the one I share with my siblings. Hmm, Mum, I want that too :D.

Well, today's test was better than previous two. Alhamdulillah, I wrote alot. Some of my classmates invited me to eat with them after the paper but I told them I can't go. Aww, I really want to get to know them. Anyways, Holiday for madrasah! Yay! Though I really want it to start quickly again. :)

As you can see above, I tried my best to solve the problem of wearing a loose pants on monday. Haha. Even if I tighten it, it will be loose so I decided to tie the white string to a part of the long pants and tied a ribbon for extra support. Hmm, Innovative, right? Hehe, yup. I know, ~huhu~ (:

I know I can just wear shorts to save the trouble but, I only have one short which I rarely use at all. Since from when I can remember, I've worn long pants at home since young. I don't like shorts, its too open. XD Lol, I'm gonna die in NS, haha :D

Haha, lol. I borrowed this from Dad. Took a picture of it to see how I looked. :D

First time I've seen a chlorified-swimming pool. Kinda ugly. But cool, its green. That all that matters. :D

Ate this today, dad treated. We went City Square Mall Banquet. Hmm, maybe I should have eaten Korean food instead since its not always where you can eat korean food, HALAL. Hmmm, the mushroom soup is very nice :) Yumm Yumm (:

We should never be too satisfied of what good that we have done. This is because once we are satisfied, we tent to do less. Always feel that you need to do more because the deeds that you do may seem much to you but it may be just so insignificant compared to the deeds of others. So, always do good deeds and try your best to be the best (:.

That is what I've learn this week. I must do more. Its like what I've always heard. God won't changed you to be better if you don't try your best to change yourself.

Getting a gift for being a part of FMO's Finale team tommorow I think. I heard I'll be getting a flower. Might be those tissue flower. Delson taught the team how to do it but I didn't learn it. I regret it now. Nevermind, if tommorow I get it, I'll see if I have the time to do something with it. If not, then maybe I'd just hand it the way it already is. Hmm, well everything will be decided tommorrow. ;)

That's all for this week. Have a nice day, people (:

Train Of Thoughts

2010-05-23T13:46:00.020+08:00

May Peace Be Upon You,

Well, just took my madrasah papers. Fiqh is definitely easier than Ulum Al-Quran. All those smiles I see from my class after they finished the papers crack me up. Its not those, "Yes!" kinda smiles but its the "Hehe" in a bad way kinda smiles. Haha, those guys. I'm probably going to sleep soon cause I only slept for 4 hours and woke up at 5am+ to study until 8am. I'm still awake thanks to drinking coffee, haha. Next week paper should be easier, Insha'Allah. (:

Hmm, I still have to try my best not to slack today. I have to revise for the pract tests. IPNet seems more interesting to me, for now. Haha, I can't imagine how it will be like when JunWei prepares a problem for me in network and ask me to troubleshoot it. He'll kill me, I know he will. Haha, but its okay I guess. No java pract next week then I guess? Hmmm.

I want to talk, sms or chat but sometimes, I just don't know what to talk about. Haha, I'm trying my best not to have empty talks cause its not good. That's something important I've learn from going to my sunday classes. But its okay, I don't feel the pressure of doing anything right now. I'm don't want to think too much either. If there's anything that I like about her, it has to be her smile.

So anyways, I'm done here and I'll go to try to email my class about next week's paper. Hopefully hotmail works. (:

It's the first step

2010-05-22T12:55:00.004+08:00

May Peace Be Upon You (: ,

I'm going to make myself busy this weekend. I have to study for Madrasah Exams - Fiqh and Ulum Al-Quran for today. Tommorrow, I am going to revise my java and IPNet. So I won't be online much since my laptop will distract me. I want to do well in the tests tommorow so that I will moved on the the next semester. Looking forward to it. I wished the best for the class as well. (:

Nowadays, I've been getting a lot of responsibility. Being a muraqip for my madrasah class, being a group leader for project and now, from what I've heard from Regan, I was choosen by SIT Club to be the Performance I.C for FlagDay. Hmm, I'm not sure if I am able to handle this much, but I will give my best.

Hopefully this weekend will end smoothly and productively as I want it to be. Insha'Allah.

2010-05-21T00:14:00.021+08:00

May Peace Be Upon You,

I answered almost all of the OOAD tutorial question today. Was just being gooffy and loud and answered as much as I can during the tutorial. Mdm Limah decided to call me "Proffessor" since I answered alot last week and this week. I was just covering my classmates who didn't do tutorial. Well, of cause I purposely mispronounced a few words and exaggerrated on it to make my class laugh. Making those high "A" and wrong pronounciation was fun, haha but yeah I shouldn't do it always cause I'm getting bad at pronouncing words nowadays. Side-effects, i gueess. XD Its really been awhile since I make jokes, I like joking. But Imma good boy, since I did my work. ~Huhu~ ^^

Well, today was my first day joing IT0904 for Data Structures. I felt really nervous and shy. I may know some of them but its really different to be mixing around with them since I don't know them much. Sure, I do smile to some of their classmates when I see them even though I don't even know their name. So overall, I felt really awkward being a stranger. It's not like I'm with my class and can be gooffy all the time. I can't really gooff around or talk naturally with people I'm do not know of so yeah. Felt really awkward.

Hmmm, the class welcomed me well. They were friendly to start a convo with me. I'm not really the type who can start a convo or talk to strangers unless I really have to, so yeah. 04 are really good at java, well about half the class are. No wonder they got many distinction students. It was pressuring to sit among then cause they know so much that I don't. I really want to improve now. Sadly, I was scolded by Mr Chew. He didn't noticed I was there. And He scolded me for not telling him my name when he was taking attendance. Well, he was talking so I didn't really want to interrupt him and I was still feeling awkward. I was planning to tell him after class, but he realised someone new so then he started scolding me and all for not telling him. Hmmmmm, I got embarrassed on my first day with my new java class. And it really did affect my mood after that. ):

So yeah, I was kinda down after tutorial. So when I when for My Marketing Lecture, I couldn't really focus much since I was down. So, I decided to cheer myself up. I used my lappy to check email and twit and stuff but that didn't help. Well, I only cheered up after the lecture, somehow. I was really sleepy during Cost Accounting Lecture. Hmm, tried my best not to sleep though. Haha, I kept forcing my eyes to open but its too heavy so I was basically swaying left and right trying not to sleep but I did sleep.

After Cost Accounting, can't go home cause got extra night class to replace next mon. Well, its good that next mon I won't have night class but its bad that I have it today. But it was okay, it ended smoothly so it was kinda fun and I was happy (: . I was being myself again while walking with classmates back home, though I still can't help but think about java otw home though. 04 really gave me a wake up call. Hmm, will do better. I have to. (:

For those who are taking DBMS test tmr, All the best (:

Bought this for my mum. She wanted three of each flavour. Hmm, quite weird carrying all this around in school though. XD
Well, I was really hungry after Cost Accounting lecture so while doing the DBMS practical with Jiajun before the lab, I called mum to ask if I can eat just a little. She said go ahead so I did. Hehe (: Want some? ~Huhu~ (:

Distractions Distractions, No Actions

2010-05-19T22:22:00.018+08:00

May Peace Be Upon You, Assalamualaikum (:

I seriously find it hard to study just now. Got to finish tutorials and that what I wasn't doing but somehow I finished them. Now, I want go attempt IPNet Pract myself. I was able to complete the whole practical lesson this week and that boost my confidence and interest on it, since i have not being able to complete it before. I have to Fire Up the Determination to study. (:

I blame myself for not being able to focus earlier though, and thanks to MBLAQ songs. I kept hearing them. And there's ton of other non-urgent stuffs I wanted to do like Twitter-ing, Blogging, Watch videos, SMS people. Hmmmmmm. But I kept telling myself to focus and study, and alhamdulillah I did. Now that I'd be joining other class's tutorial, I felt the need to be more independant. I can't keep relying on my classmates. Hmmmm, who knows, I might be more matured. Well, Im not saying I'm childish, but I'm not matured too. I'm kid-like sometimes, well sometimes. (:

Ohh well, email still not send yet too. I will have to find time to email them. Hmmmm ):

Islam doesn't teach us to terrorize or kill others. Syahid isn't about about killing yourself and others. Islam teaches us peace.

2pm 0.0

2010-05-18T21:32:00.004+08:00

Looks fat right? Yup, it is. Today was even fatter ^^. Well, starting from tommorrow it will not be since Mum already sewed my bag. I can't say how much thankful I am to her for sewing my bag and fixing my torn $10 cause I am very2 thankful. So I must get for her cookies tommorrow (:

Hmmmmmm

2010-05-17T08:38:00.007+08:00

Well, Today I stuffed alot of things into my sis's sling bag. It looks so fat. My haversack bag has torn so I couldn't take the risk of bringing it to school. It had a small hole last time so the more things I carry, the bigger the hole gets now. I wanted to ask my mum to help me sew it back together, but my mum suffered an eye infection yesterday, just like she suffered a few weeks ago. So I will have to wait till she recovers. But I guess if I have no choice, I will bring that bag. Stuffing alot of things into the sling bag is making it very heavy. Hmm, well its okay. I'm was in a good mood today so I don't mind. (:

Hope my sister doesn't too (:

Well, IPNet test was okay, Database wasn't. Well, What's done is done. So I guess I'm left with the last paper which is this sunday. Hmm, haven't even emailed the class. Hmm ):

This thurday, my class will have a night class since next monday Database pract night class cancel, two night class in a week. Hmmm ):

My mood isn't affected by this though, which is a good thing. (:

Nothing Comes Easy In Life

2010-05-16T18:34:00.008+08:00

May Peace Be Upon You,

Recently, I've been listening to Outlandish. I really like some of their songs, though the non-english part is a bit weird but its bearable. Thier raps is fire, its really good on some of thier songs.

Outlandish - Introspective
"Dont go back to sleep, time for prayer
Dont let it defeat ya"

Outlandish - Introduction
"It all begins with the early morn´ prayer
A humble peace to the angels on each of my shoulders"

There is a book about Al-Quran And Science. It's is very detailed. Uztazah Fatimah told us to find it and read it.

Observe Birds, learn their character. There's alot we can learn from them. Like how they will always go home on time when its near Magrib. If you are at places where there are alot of birds, I'm sure you will hear them chipping and flying back to thier houses. Of cause we should also learn that we shouldn't let go of our "waste" anywhere like they do. (:

Night Prayers, I have been hearing that ever since we learn about Surah Al-Mulk, and it is mention on Surah Al-Muzzammil and Surah Al-Muthadaththir. I've only done it once this year, and honestly Its not as easy, Its is very challenging to do it everytime. If you can, Masha'Allah. So try it. Solat Tahajjud in the morning to ask for anything, then doa - One of the time where the Doa will be accepted (dikabulkan) is during the middle of the night. And after you Doa, recite the Al-Quran. Your life would be great. Insha'Allah. I will try to practice this.

Madrasah exams starts next week. It would be Fikah, Ulum Al-Quran and Tafsir the last. Ilm is the singular form of Ulum (:. Hmmmph, there is so much to study. I'm gonna be busy and tired this week. God, give me the strength. Best wishes to all my M2S52B Classmates for the exams and Myself, too. (: I will try to email you guys reminders as soon as I can. We'll get good grades, hwaiting!

After Madrasah, my family went out and after that visited grandparents house. My siblings and I watched 2 Day 1 Night there, lol. Those guys are seriously random. The squid sausage and fish looks delicious though (:

To all those taking DBMS test and IPNet Test tommorow, All the best (:

Look at the moon, below. Taken from a friend's blog (:

When there's a will, There is a way

2010-05-14T17:58:00.009+08:00

May Peace Be Upon You,

Alhamdulillah, I've checked my email and Ms Fua accepted it.

Dear Classmates! I hope you guys are happy about this!, I changed class because of you, IT0901! .

lol, Haha nolah nolah XD.. Just Kiding :D

Anyways, I won't be joining you all for tutorial and pract of Data Structures. ^^.. hehe, well my break will be at 1205 on friday now. So while waiting for Safi, I'm probably the only one who can use that time to draw pictures with Heucampus. Wahh, I am honoured to be a full-time member of Safi's Creative HeuCampus Campaign Committee already (:. ~huhu~

Java test today was okay, I was able to do, though there are questiona where I was unsure. Lol, the moment we entered the java lab. Safi, as president of Creative HeuCampus Campaign Committee gave a good speech lol. No art today since we had java test. Next week, maybe (:.

2010-05-13T18:37:00.010+08:00

May Peace Be Upon You,

Well, I've emailed Ms Fua about the lab lesson so I hope things go well. Insha'Allah.

I used my savings to buy mum those Redondo Wafers. They're quite delicious (:

Tommorow's Java test. I must do well in that. I really must, Wish me the best (:

Hmmmm..

Today's IPNet Lecture was cancelled, it was E-Learning. That's what my classmates say (: . Though, I'd rather have lecture (: .

I've changed my theme to classic. Man, its way much faster than normal. Try it (:

Today was okay, I guess. :D

I'm sorry for disturbing you. But, you should at least remember that no one is perfect. I make mistakes, you do too. I'm sad that you don't want to forgive me. I've forgiven and forgotten those mistakes that you did to me. Its up to you what you would think of it.

Mum offered me her food while I was blogging this. Hmm, don't ask me what food she eating. Hmm, It's like the "Mee" thing but its square and white and the dish is kinda wet/soupy. Ohh, well, I'm not really good at knowing the name of the food or anything. So I don't know a lot of food names, even malay food. I'll just label them accordingly, like if I know it's a kuih - I'll just call it Kuih. Haha, I only know how to munchy munch (eat) and fill my hungry tummy. ~huhu~ (:

2010-05-12T20:24:00.026+08:00

May Peace Be Upon You,

Today, during Ipnet Tutorial, Dr Ang discussed with us about the module and about the tutorials and practicals that we have. Some of us voiced out our opinion of how we want the tutorial to be like, same goes for the practical. He said he will try to make better changes. Let's look forward to it.

While approaching my classmates at the space near the block L lobby room, I felt pressured. Pressured to the fact that I am walking among Distinction Students, Director lists students. Seeing the familiar faces and the people, from 04 and my own class. I pondered if I would ever be like that. The most important thing is I was inspired. (:

I'm trying my best to assume to much. Hmm, not good to assume too much.

I'm getting back that the habit of coming school an hour early and so on. I like the feeling when I am alone in the lab or tutorial room and doing my own stuff. It feels peaceful. Now, I need to turn that into something productive.

Am I a good group leader? I never did lead a group before, inexperience but still, its a learning process. So please do forgive me if the way I do thing is not good. I would have stayed to join JunWei's group. I'd have Safi, Shou Xian and Jansen. But, God made this an opportunity to learn.

8 more days. That was what I initially wanted. But, now I'm hesitant. I could never understand my emotions. To keep this thought of saying maybe its best not to but still have the heart to say maybe I should. Hmmm... I'm just confused. ):

I am hoping that by going through it slowly, I won't make a mistake.

Hmm. Maybe that's why they say, your love for God is the best love you will ever have. (:

Deep

2010-05-10T22:25:00.011+08:00

Assalamualaikum, May Peace Be Upon You.

A yellow bird flew to the mirror of my OOADPJ tutorial class just now. Beautiful bird, I couldn't snap a picture of it. Sadly. Yeah, and Veni said it was attracted to my spiky hair cause it thinks my hair is its nest. Funny ah? Hmm (:

Veni said this earlier today, "People who eat pig, Eat shit". Lol, she said that after a few of us discuss on the fact that pigs diets and lifestyle are a little dirty.

Today - On the way home in the train, I was reminded that we should always be thankful that we are born perfect. No infection nor immature body parts. We are born with functional senses - we See, Touch, Taste, Hear and Smell. Just imagine that we born without any one of this. What would our life be? How and what would we see the world as? What would it feel like to have any of this taken away from us?

To be born with darkness to our sight. How scary would that be, if we couldn't see the world ahead or the direction we are heading to?

Neraka Wail - Bagi sesiapa yang lambatkan solat.

Neraka Saqar - Bagi sesiapa yang tidak solat.

I don't want to end up in either one. ):

Mencari keikhlasan hati,
Agar tidak kecewa nanti,

Pilihan dan keputusan menguasai fikiranku,
Membuatku ragu,
Ku tahu ku harus memilih yang lebih mustahak dahulu,

Emosiku membuatku keliru,
Membawaku jauh dari arah tujuku,

Sering juga diriku tertanya,
Tetapi ku sedar dan redha,
Segala yang berlaku itu ada sebab dan hikmahnya.

Lol, a random poem I made on the way home. Long time since I did one. Rusty, ~huhu~ (:

New And Old

2010-05-09T22:48:00.014+08:00

I'm trying to think of new ways to send Ulum Al-Quran ppt slides to my S5-2B class. So,

I'm learning how to use Google Doc now.

All slides are uploaded. Yay! Feel free to download it (:

http://sites.google.com/site/s52bsharesite/

Hmmm, It's not that I was angry. Just that, I don't really like being make fun of too many times. Once in a while can lah, but don't do it too many times, can? I forgive the both of you.

Thanks for being a good friend/classmate and for listening to what I had to say. I appreciate that you actually took some time to read all the emails I sent to the class. It really meants a lot to know people are actually reading them.

Why is it so hard for me to control my emotions? Maybe, I need Mr Jasper Hale from Twilight to help me. ~Huhu~ (:

I find it interesting how it affects me even though a little. Smile is a powerful tool and gift. If you give it at the right time and on the right moment, it can make someone be calm. (:

In life, there are things that we regret but we should learn from it and work to be better. I wouldn't have been where I am today if if wasn't for god. Past experience taught me a lot. I'm glad I'm not who I was back then anymore. And I'm glad that I met a lot of good friends. So,

I'm Glad I Met YOU. (:

New And Old.

And there goes another day

2010-05-09T20:27:00.018+08:00

Happy Mother's Day/ Selamat Hari Ibu, kepada Ibuku - Shahda binte Selamat. Thanks for always listening to those stories that I tell from young till now. You are the best mum. I love you always. (:

Happy Mother's Day to all Mothers in the world (:

A song I listen to very often. (: Alhamdulillah, Thanks to Allah for my mother.

To my Mother, g.o.d.

Having lappy problems just now. I can't log in into my user profile. Hmmm. My dad tried to fix it, but he can't too. Shou Xian saved it. Thanks, my hero (:

Hmm, my morning mood is important to start the day right. (:

I'm learning from the people around me to see things in a different way.

Every week I learn something new. Yet, there's so much that I do not know. ):

What noise does Giraffe makes? Wikipedia doesn't mention it. My cousin told me their tongue is blue.. Cool (:

I went to Woodlands library to study Java and C++ with Shou Xian, Imdad, Denzel and Safi. I was really tired then since I had morning classes today so I went home at 5:30pm.

The Parts that make us humans

2010-05-07T23:14:00.111+08:00

"Entomophobia (also known as insectophobia) is a common fear of or aversion to insects and similar arthropods, and even other "bugs", such as worms. Commonly, this condition might be referred to as the "fear of insects or bugs". This condition causes a slight to severe emotional reaction, a form of anxiety or a panic attack. It is a particular case of specific phobias, all of which have basically the same causes (differing mostly in the source of phobia) and similar choices of treatments.

Among notable cases are apiphobia (fear of bees) and arachnophobia (fear of spiders and scorpions). "

May Peace Be Upon You,

Well, ?

Sounds lame, doesn't it? But Yet, I have it. Truthfully and honestly, I'm afraid of insects. Any size: Big, Medium and Small. Almost all of it. Butterflies, Dragonflies, Fireflies, Moths, Bugs, Beetles, Tiger Beetles, Spiders, Flying Insects, Crawling Insects, With Wings, Without Wings, Broken Wings, White Insects, Black Insects, Red Insects, Blue Insects, Green Insects, Caterpillars or Worms. Well, you get my idea.

Yes, I know its lame to be afraid of them, but this isn't funny cause I am afraid ever since I was young.

But of cause, I'm not afraid of cockcroaches, since I'd whack the ooze out of them whenever I see one. That, I'm very thankful to my brother who taught me how to fight against my fear of them. So whenever, either of my sisters calls for help. I'd just enter their room with a roll of rolled newspaper and starts "whack-the-cockcroaches".

Despite all that I do dare myself to be brave and sometimes, I succeeded in overcoming this particular fear of mine. Well, temporarily that is. The next time I see an insect (other than cockcroaches, cause seriously, I'd feel the adrenaline rush to whack them when I see them), I will be scared and will moved away from them. But, I'll brave myself again and succeed again and its like a cycle. My greatest insect fear so far, would be Mosquitos. Yeah, I don't like them. Their like my greatest enemy. They gave me fear, anger whenever I see them.

These mosquitos are the reason why I ended up in the hospital when I was just primary 4. Although, I must thank them for letting me enjoy playing my toys all the time in the ward and not care about a single thing. But still, getting their germs is not cool. Dengue Mosquito isn't cool. They are probably the reason why I have this kind of fear. The only time I love insects are when they are on TV on educational programmes that teaches us the amazing things about them. They are fascinating to me in TV, not in real life though cause I'll be afraid.

Strangely, I can see them even when I don't wear specs. Haha, sharp right my eyes?

But, all of that isn't the message I want to convey. The message that I want to convey is that Everything is possible when we believe. And I will work with that kind of mindset and bring it to my lifestyle. (:

Hmm, some people are abit sensitive about their age, when I called them "Abang" or "Kakak" (Elder Brother or Elder Sister). They'll tell me not to call them that since it makes them sound old. Well, to make things fair, I'd say most of the people around me are young. That includes my friends and coursemates, but its just that I'm just younger then them who are young, sometimes. (:

Our parents do love us alot. If you are not convince, try babysitting a baby. Once you started liking and caring about him, you will feel attach to him. I dreamt about my lil' cousin, Asher Aaron today. I missed that kid, I babysit him for a month and until now, I feel attached to him. He's going two years old this year. He lived overseas so I don't see him often. The time we spend together - playing with him, really makes me cry when I think about him. And I just babysitted him. I can't imagine how badly our parents missed us if we were to go overseas. Hmmm well, of cause I do disturb him sometimes. Hehe, there was once I tried feeding him a slice of onion. He eats anything you feed him with. Well, that's what my aunt says. But I prove her wrong, he doesn't. Haha, well yeah I was being a meanie, when I did that. He frowned his eye brows when I did that. Haha, Asher Saranghae (: .

Well, I just reached home. So I'll summarised what happen today. I took some pictures, but too lazy to post, can?

I don't go out often so I don't know a lot of places. So if I get very excited of something, don't blame me cause I don't get to see it often. When I do go out with friends, especially if we are going to town - I would have to follow them whereever they go cause I don't know the way. I'd get lost if they leave me there by myself. My dad is a little strict about going out but he is still understanding and can be lenient at times. He set a 7pm curfew for us to follow. Usually, I'm back before that. If I'm not, he'd start calling so I rather be home before that.

That's what teenagers nowadays don't understand. If you are given freedom. Don't abuse it. I'm very thankful that my dad can be lenient at times cause I know he don't really like his childrens to go out too often.

Well, today I went to Mustafa Centre, City Square and Joo Chiat with classmates, Shou Xian and Salina to search for a present for Mother's day. Hmm, I like the purple line train better than the red and green ones. They are cooler, more colours and better design and patterns.

Lol, I don't know there was a such a place called, Kampong Java Park. ~Java~. (:

Well, I was at Farrer Park MRT Station waiting for them to pick me up. Honestly, the place is too big and I don't know where to go. Today, I learned where City Square Shopping Mall is. Nice!, I've heard of it but never been there, so it was my first time seeing it. And it was also the first time I go Mustafa Centre by train and with friends. Well, I found what I wanted to buy for my mum. And that was, her favourite hindustan actor's (Sharukh Khan) movie. "My Name Is Khan". I know she really wanted to watch this movie. So I wanted to buy it for her, but sadly, it does not have a subtitles. I called my mum to ask but she told me if no subtitles, then she didn't want it since she won't really understand. Hmmm.

Well, It was raining and I wore cap so I wasn't affected by the rain unlike Shou Xian and Salina. ~huhu~ (: . Well, after Mustafa Centre. We went to City Square. I remind myself not to touch too much items. From what I've learn past few weeks ago - so yeah. And since I was wet and my palms were sweaty at that time. Me and Shou Xian waited at Mac while Salina went somewhere. I bought for myself a Chocolate Milkshake at Mac since I've never tasted one. Hmmm, mcm memuakkan gitu bila dah habis telan. Haha, cerewet eh, tsk3 (: . Shou Xian kept running away from my hp's camera, haha. Anyways, after that we dropped at Dhoby Ghaut. It was my first time taking the Circle Line. And it is way even more cooler than the purple line.

I can't believe there's a station called, "Stadium". =.=

We then dropped at Paya Lebar, it looks better than any other station that I've seen before. Well, never been there before mah. So yeah. Salina went to get scarfs for her mom . Hmm, well I don't see why she had to pick. All scarf looks the same to me. Haha :D Well, maybe thats because I'm a guy.

Hmm, seriously tired of walking just now. I'm just not used to walking this much. I have to remind myself not to get a girlfriend that likes to walk too often or I'm dead. So after all that, I didn't get a present for mum. ): .. Shou Xian and me dropped at AMK on the way home and visited Jansen. He was working at AMK Hub. After that, I went to the mosque around 6:48pm and head for home at 7:33pm.

Hmmm. My mom fell from a bike today on the way back home. ):

She is okay though. (:

Oh Hor! Someone actually said "Anyhoo" in the person's blog. You know who you are. Anyhoo - A corrupt of, or variation in, the pronunciation of anyhow, thus having nearly the same meaning as anyway. Used to return to the main point in conversation, or to move the thread on form a previous topic.

Its not a good word, so don't use it. Bad english yo. ^^ (:

Uztazah Fatimah gave us a surprised test last sunday. I hope she won't this week. I have check with Liyana about it and she said there is no test. Well, I had to check cause if I don't email my class - like last week, they will blame me and bully me for not sending them an email about it. Meanie!

Hardwork, Doa and have faith - Three keys to success (:

Thanks for sharing that info, my teachers recites them before every lesson and I've been wanting to know what it is. Thanks again (:

I've checked the post a few times. Just to be Safe (:

Hmmm, I like to tell stories so if anyone who reads my blog find it too long, Im sorry.

There's always something to learn

2010-05-07T20:29:00.014+08:00

Assalamualaikum, May Peace be Upon You

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,

In the name of Allah, the Most Merciful, the Most Benevolent. In the name of the Lord of the whole universe, whose names are better than the best names in the entire universe.

This are some of the few things that I learn.

Arabs who lived a few thousand years ago was proud of their language. They were proud of their literature. Al-Quran came as a challenge to the Arabs in literature, and till today, no one has ever been able to create anything close the Al-Quran. And that is also said in the video of Zakir Naik which a friend of mine shared with me days ago.

All the surah in the Al-Quran has a unique kind of rhythm, if you don't believe, try reciting or hearing surah Al-Fatihah (The Opening). You will find that each of the ayat (sentence) ends with a certain rhythm.

The story of Ashab Al-Khafi. It was something that happen a few hundred years before the time of the prophet, Muhammad S.A.W. And the story was asked to the prophet, in attempts to test and see if prophet Muhamammad S.A.W was the true last prophet. The prophet told them all truth about the story, although he was an "Ummi" - someone who didn't learn how to read or write.

Certain words used in each ayat (sentence) are used for a reason. There's a few words in Arab that has very similar meaning but is implemented in different levels. Some are strong in terms of meaning then the other.

I would like to apologise if some of the words that I used here is not suitable and if I had made mistakes. I'm still learning and there is still alot that I lack in. Sorry.

What a day (:

2010-05-07T17:40:00.012+08:00

May Peace Be Upon You,

We should appreciate the beauty of this world while we still can. Global Warming is affecting as you're reading this. One day, you might not even be able to see the clouds ): .

In this world, there are people who would do about anything to help others. I wonder if I would be like them one day. Today, at 9:30am, I was in a train on my way to school. There is this guy who willingly gave up his seat for others twice. Once, he gave it to someone who needed it more that he did. Then, even though he found a seat for himself. He look around and offered it to another person. And somehow, more and more people are giving up their seats for others. There is good in everyone. (:

One among the few of my brother's favourite song. My class kept singing this today. Classic.

And as if that wasn't enough, Safi kept spam and play the Justin Bieber's "Baby" in java lab. Lol. And some of my classmates sang it.

The thing about China bus drivers is that some of them drive those long MRT Buses very fast and it is inconsiderate to passengers. The passengers might fall or injure themselves. Singapore's buses isn't like China's. Our buses are not build for speed.

I listened to a recorded madrasah class lesson on the the way back home. I'll probably do a double post today to tell more about it.

I actually realised that I made a mistake in my MSN display message. It was supposed to be "There's good in everyone" not "There's a good in everyone".. Hmm, getting a little sharp this days.

Dear Friend: If you're reading this, Don't worry. I believe I didn't make any mistakes in this post. ~Huhuhu~ (:

By Choice

2010-05-06T08:54:00.037+08:00

May Peace Be Upon You,

My soft toys (: Gendud and Leper, they are presents from my juniors. I slept with them every night ^^.

The Clouds are so fluffy. Beautiful (:

Today at 6:55am:

I was at the Yew Tee MRT Station waiting for Zul. Sitting under the shelter looking at the bright orange-white clouds ahead. Beautiful (:

Its not that I despise girls who smoke, its just that it does not look nice to see them smoking and its very harmful to them in many areas.

I had a hard time sleeping last night, kept turning sides. I kinda expected that since I took a longer nap yesterday.

Ohh. Hmmmm, alright. (:

Marketing Lecture for today was cancelled at the last minute. So I had one hour free time in the lecture theatre. Cost Accounting attendance have been solved. Alhamdulillah, thanks to our mentor Mr Jason for his consent too (: . My classmates and I signed our attendance for the first two weeks and also this week. But of cause, the warning letter will still be sent. I already inform Dad about it.

Some guys should learn how to use the toilet more hygienically.

I went school with Zul today. On the way to school, we talked about the mosque in Singapore. He is someone who regularly goes to different mosque for prayers or lectures. He voiced to me about his unhappyness on how the Al-Khair Mosque conducts certain events. I could not say much since I don't go on a regular basis.

Anyways, I believe that if he gave them constructive feedbacks and patiently waits for improvement, I'm sure things will work out. If he really wants to know how they organise and plan their activities he should volunteer in their events so he can know how they organised them. I hope he will try to understand the committee a little in terms of funds. Working together to improve the situation and respect on another. There are times when he argued with some of the committee, so I hope he would forgive them and forget. The person may be a committee member, but he is still a human. Human makes mistakes, being a committee member of a mosque doesn't make him any different. So forgive him, just like how the prophet would. (:

Its not right for people to label all of those who wears scarf as "Minah Tudung". I know a few who are actually honest when wearing it and takes pride doing so. Some people may wear it just for the sake of looks, just so guys see them as sweet and nice people. That's a wrong reason to wear it. I'm not a girl so I can't say if its easy to wear it all the time when needed. But, I feel that those who wear it with good intentions and reasons should be given some respect. It may not be easy to wear it and wear it by heart and by choice.

One good example would be Amalina Shalan. She choose to wear it willingly and her intentions are pure. You can already tell from the way she conducts herself, her daily activities and the way she communicate with others. Its not nice to judge people without knowing them.

The video shared by Khairul Ariffin was good. I finding it hard to describe it with words.

Ways to Paradise

Vision

2010-05-05T21:30:00.011+08:00

My vision is as good as very very blur without my specs, so practically, I can't really see. It's good enough to help see where I'm going but I can't really see faces or anything. But I do not wear them most of the time for a good reason. Dad told me once that our eye sight can naturally cure if we do not squinch our eyes or use specs for a long period of time. He told me that it was the reason my uncle does not need to wear specs nowadays. I'd love to see the world clearly with my just own eyes again. My eye sight is getting worse, I'm scared. My specs is very impt to me, I'll panic if I can't find it but I misplaced it everytime.

What Hafiz said said about me seems always true. Even till today, he was a good friend who always corrected my mistakes and look out for it. We don't talk very often today. I missed him.

I took a 4 hours nap after school today, instead of 2 hours. The alarm didn't wake me up, I didn't wake up.

Dad is not feeling well today. I'm worried.

It's already 10pm. There are still a lot of things that I want to do for today. I don't want to stay online. I'll be distracted, like I am at school at times.

Missing

2010-05-04T21:00:00.014+08:00

Hey, May Peace Be Upon You

Im sorry to my classmates and Imdad for making them worry about me.I don't know whats up with me earlier today. I just got lost in my own thoughts and was disorientated, not sure what to do or what to say. I was just empty in the morning. There's so many things that I thought about that I went blank thinking. I don't do this at all, but today I just don't know.

But, alhamdulillah, after lunch, got my hyperself back again. Haha, maybe I was just worried about money or something or I was just hungry (: . Or maybe because I have less then 10 dollar to spend for a month. I also don't want to use money that I saved during previous week. And I purposely eat heavy meal so I wont have to eat too much in school.

Well, I just hope I'll smile again tommorow. Sorry to those who saw me with all this bad face. :(

Hmm, I have been thinking about tmr. There is no IPNet Tutorial tmr so I thought if I join Imdad for his Java Lab tmr since my class would end at 11am. So I wont have to rush for prayers on friday since my lab lessons are at prayer time. Hmm, well if I joined them, I don't know if the teacher would let me. And I am not sure if I'd know any of the "monkeys" in that lab lesson. Hehe, kiding (: I'll decide tommorow, I guess.

Huge Difference

2010-05-03T22:16:00.020+08:00

May Peace Be Upon You,

I've just listened to those Japanese rock songs that I used to like. Its been awhile since I've listened to them.

Sometimes, what you want isn't always the best for you. Everything happens for a reason. Of cause the same goes to anyone else, even myself. God knows best (:

I remember those days when I used to think that I was meant to do things. I used to enjoy shooting in my Sec School Archery Club alot, so that time I thought, it was definitely for me. But now, its a different story. I used to play drums, practiced them, go out for jamming sessions with my former band members. Now, I don't really like jamming. Its fun but the money and time spent on it, can be used more wisely, so that was the reason why I quitted. I used to loved listening to screamo songs, now it gets boring and sometimes, i felt that its just noise.

Recently, I've been proven wrong. Everytime I reach the Yew Tee MRT Station and the arrival board says, "Marina Bay - 1 min". I would say, "Ahh, I won't make it. I'm going to be late for class. The train's gonna leave me behind. Even if I walk at my fastest speed, I can't keep up with it" But, somehow, I made it. Alhamdulillah. God has been proving me wrong these days. I guess I have to just stay positive and believe that everything is possible.

Learn, Practice, Have Faith. Never Give Up. :)

Night classes are always tiring. :(

"If only there was holiday today," , I thought earlier today. Then, I realised. Having the "niat" to come school and study. That's something good. Amalan :)

We Are The Ones

2010-05-02T15:46:00.010+08:00

We will shape the next generation no matter what happens. Not our parent nor our teachers, thier generation has shaped ours. So, do what you have to make sure the next generation will not be corrupted. That's the most important thing I learn today. (:

As a reminder to myself, and my malay friends: Let's bring our race up, we've fall too low. Open your eyes and see. (:

Well, I just came back from Madrasah school.

Today, we learn about Nusuz and tafsir for Surah Al-Muddaththir. Well, uztazah Holdyiah didn't come today so she was replaced. Nusuz means derhaka. For wifes, it teaches them to listen to the husband while for husbands, it teaches them to treat their wife nice and not to hurt them. I don't want to go into details. (:

Madrasah Exams are coming, hmmm. Worried. :(

Anyways, Dad cut papaya for us yesterday before going out. Nice (:

A picture of me and my younger sister. I took this picture yesterday at Lot 1.

That's me today, in my cousins care with Syakir.

Took another picture, but it went blur.

Resting

2010-05-01T18:32:00.009+08:00

May Peace Be Upon You,

Hello (:

How are you? I'm fine, Thank you (:

Haha, lol. Being random here :D.

Anyways, I'm resting. I just finish doing home chores so I want to rest. I'll just use comp for a while, do some exercises later and drink instant tea with bread. Sigh, I've just read someones twitter about coffee. I really missed drinking one at home. It has been a more than a year since mom bought me instant coffee. I like to make myself one, and I'd drink it with bread.

Dip, Dip.. Munch Munch! Yumm Yumm (:

Now, I can only have tea. But at least tea than nothing right? Eating bread just like that in the afternoon won't be nice without dipping into something. Nescafe 3 in 1 Coffee, haha my favourite. I don't mind drinking other but I prefer this brand. I love it (:

Yesterday, I help Dianah with C++. It's wasn't supposed to be hard since its just the first few topics but I can't blame her since her tutor doesn't explain in detail on C++ lessons. She really has this habit of saying she will give up cause she can't solve the coding but she always forget to look where she is right now, She's one of the distinction student of module grp 04. So I hope she'll have some confidence boost and strive to achieve cause she really can.

And, Dear classmates. She is just a friend. (:

I just remembered I didn't had dinner yesterday. But wasn't hungry, cause I ate at school around 5pm.

Well, Mom said we're going out tonight. I don't know if we really are, since plans are cancelled sometimes. She said we're going to get a new handphone along with a new contract for my brother and a new handphone for herself.

I'm tired of some people who keep sending the same nonsensical Page suggestion in Facebook.

Todays, Dictionary.com - Word of the Day
omnific\om-NIF-ik\ , adjective;
1.Creating all things; having unlimited powers of creation.

It's been awhile since I've check their Word of the Day. :D

Time Passes

2010-04-30T21:25:00.003+08:00

Well, yup. Webcam done! Yay! I got my lappy back again. lol. Anyways, Here's a picture my sis show us during the session.

WARNING: It's about RATS. So if you hate them, close your eyes or cover the picture. Do what ever you need to do but just don't leave my blog, okay? (:

I will tell you about this picture since I'm sure some of you are wondering what this picture is all about. This picture shows a test study done to the rats. Basically, they are checking for parasites. And the colours represents the level of parasites, where red is the most critical while blue is the opposite. If you look at the top of the picture, you can see a machine. That machine keeps them asleep. Yup, you heard me. They are alive. The rats are alive. They are injected to put them to sleep but without the machine, they will wake up after short period. So yeah, and don't ask me what gas the machine releases to the rats cause I don't know myself. Ohh, and those are black rats. Haha (: White ones also have, but my sis did experiments on the black ones.

I remember watching a documentary on the climate changes, it was really something you would expect but still its scary. I mean they stated even the slightest change in the temperature could cause something small to be big. For example, there's this type of insects. They are said to be continously growing due to climate change and its affecting the cycle. And I've remebered how jellyfish seems to breed and spread across more and more. Last time, it was those red medium sized jellyfish. Now, there's this small jellyfish, which is suppose to be only found at one part of the Earth, yet is found across the globe. And they are like very small, you can't see them unless you focus on it. And guess what, their poisonous. Probably way more deadly then the Box Jellyfish, as if the box family isn't deadly enough.

Time passes by so fast nowadays.

I don't know why but its hard to communicate with old friends sometimes. Its just because I don't know what to talk about. They are things that I do that, they don't. Maybe I'm just weird.

No manga for this week ):

A hot day indeed

2010-04-30T18:45:00.009+08:00

May Peace be Upon You,

I can't post long cause at 7:30pm, I'll be webcamming with my elder sis using my lappy since the home computer has some problems when it comes to webcam. And its been weeks since my parents had a long conversation with her. And her lappy always lag, which is the reason why its been weeks. Although my mom nags at me for online slightly later than the promise time. Hehe, not my fault :) . It's a two hours differents between Australia and Singapore so that's why I'm online cause I don't want to be the reason the webcam session is cancelled.

Currently, Im munching on the squid that my mom bought for me at Old Chang Kee. Its been awhile since I've bought their food. I used to buy it alot during secondary school days.

Today seemed to be a very hot day, though surprisingly most Fridays are hot days. Khutbah for today was about activities, internet. Lessons were okay. I also had a meeting for my OOADP group. We set the time of meeting at 8am but . In the end, we only had half an hour of discussion.

This is a video about Safi. My Finale Department friends shared with me yesterday. It was taken last year.

So yeah, like I said, it was a hot day today. Nice clouds though :)

The sun seems to be so close to us.

We were near the back door and yeah, You can see how big the sun is. Hmm.

I like the image at the toilet near koufu, Its looks cool :).

Today, the Finale department has a birthday party for Feng Gang today at 6pm in school. But I didn't go, cause its too late and I'm just lazy. I missed my bed so I went home. :)

There's no test this Sunday, and I hope no surprise test either. So I should be more relax this weekend. Well, my S5-2B classmates says they want to have lunch or dinner with me so maybe we will plan this sunday after class :)

Still

2010-04-29T19:44:00.010+08:00

May Peace Be Upon You, Assalamualaikum

Okay, Here's my plan for today. Veni, if you're reading this, go smack me tommorrow if I don't get it done, okay? Thanks :)

1) DO C++ Tutorials
2) Attempt Tmr's Java Practical

Yup, that's should be good.

Today, I wanted to wear gray but suddenly decided to change and wore a brown shirt instead. :)

Anyways, as promise, I'm putting the pictures we took yesterday.

Well, My first few pictures is about the BAC Theory Lesson and after that, the pictures I took yesterday. So, sit tight and let's time travel back to the previous day. :D

So well, this is a picture below is the one that I took yesterday during the Theory lesson. The Amphitheatre was so wet because of the rain and it was slippery. There's Coach Jaafar conducting the lesson to the freshies and the person beside me is my EXCO - Benjamin, Logistics.

I took this random picture in hopes of snapping how thunderous and lightning-ous the weather was, apart from raining heavily. But I failed since it doesn't look like its raining. :)

Below, Archery Competition Achievement Board Record. The yellow coloured boxes represents Gold Medals Achieved, silver coloured are for silver and the red one is for bronze. To be honest, I didn't know this actually existed, haha what a terrible member I am :)

So our lesson ended at 12pm yesterday. And we're all hungry and all of the eating places were crowded to that extent that there were no sits. So JunWei, Alvin, Shou Xian, Jansen, Safi and myself, decided to walk to AMK Hub to eat.

(Below) When we arrive at our first pit-stop, JunWei told us he couldn't make it to AMK since he has brief for "I don't know what" ^_^ (Probably World Skills) , so he said, he is going back to school to eat. The rest of us pity him since he would be going back to school alone so Jansen came up with the idea of flipping a coin. If head, we go back to South Canteen and eat. While, if its tail, we go AMK hub. So as you can see, There's Jansen in the white shirt, telling us his brilliant idea.

So, Can you guess what which side we got? We got Heads!, yeah so we went back to South Canteen to eat as shown below. The day was not that hot though, which is a good thing. :)

And once we were there, the was a table with sits waiting for us. :)

Ohh, and here's a picture of a snail I saw at the Amphitheatre yesterday, It was trying to climb up the slippery walls of the Amphitheatre the White. :)

Finally, the moment some of my classmates (those in the pictures, who kept complaining to me about not putting this picture in facebook). Here's the collection of the random pictures I took with my lappy.

Random Picture 1:

Random Picture 2:

Random Picture 3:

Heavy Eyes :(

2010-04-28T22:03:00.002+08:00

I'm not blogging much today cause I'm tired. I just came back from school. Today, NYP Archery club has the BAC Theory Lesson (Basic Archery Course Lesson). We had our activities at Amphitheatre. If you don't know where that is, its at the white enclosed area near North Canteen.

It was raining seriously heavily with Thunders and a lot of lightning around. I was really scared, The lightning and thunder kept striking on after the other. And I felt pain at my heart. Not a acute pain, just a bearable pain as usual.

On the way home, I met Yasmin. She's a year 1 in FI, and she just came back from her CCA, Student Union.

I wanted to blog about something that happen earlier but I got no mood since I'm tired. Mianhe :)

I'll blog about it and post some of the pictures I took today, at the next post. Okay? Peace :)

There's a reason for everything :)

2010-04-27T20:01:00.008+08:00

Assalamualaikun, May Peace be Upon You

"Everything happens for a reason, Everything happens for a reason" - Nickhun's rap in 2pm's "Without U" song.

There is definitely a reason behind things that happen. Whether good or bad, there is a reason for it.

There's a reason why I'm not going training nowadays, and it's not because training is boring. Archery equipments are costly once you upgrade to metal recurved bows so its not cheap because its hard to maintain. I don't go training because I can't afford to maintain my bow, my arrows. They cost money and I'm in lack of it. I have to save them, so that my Dad won't spend too much on me and can concentrate on supporting my elder sister who is in Overseas University. And soon, about a year time, its my elder brother and my younger sister's turn since she is a JC student. So that's why when my dad ask me why I skipped trainings, I'd say I'm busy.

Skipping meals for that? I don't mind :)

It's not that I want to lie to him, its just that he would always say he can support us. But, I just don't want him to push to hard and fall sick again like what happen years ago. I appreciate what he has done for me, I could never repay him. I'm glad God gave me such a great father.

Sometimes, I wonder. Mothers deserve to be respected for their sacrifices to give birth to us and take care of us. But what about Fathers? Are their sacrifices similar to our moms or its just normal? Post a comment if you want :)

Today, I had breakfast in the lecture theatre before the lecture starts. I had my speciality - 4 slices of bread, also known as "the Nutella Bread Burger" :) Yup, you heard me. My all time favourite :). It's free since it's home-made by myself and it's delicious because it's chocolate :) Want one? Don't want give!. :p

Hmmmmm,

I'm loud, I'm soft, I'm happy, I'm down, I'm waiting, I'm nervous, I'm shy, I'm excited, I'm worried, I'm disappointed, I'm hoping and I'm just confused. All of that, when you are around.

Haha, its so MIXED, it reminds me of rojak :) Yummy Yumm Yumm :]

The smile, I remember :)

2PM "Without U" (Piano Cover by Yoonha Hwang) Official Music Video Lyrics Yoonha85

2010-04-27T00:09:00.007+08:00

This Guy, I have always like his piano skills. Played one of my current favourite song,

2PM "Without U" (Piano Cover by Yoonha Hwang) Official Music Video Lyrics Yoonha85

Night Classes

2010-04-26T21:47:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum, May Peace Be Upon You

Well, I don't favor night classes. I live so far, not like some of my classmate who live at AMK, Yishun, Sembawang. But yeah, no point complaining. Since some of the others lives far as well. How I wished I lived at Yishun or Khatib. Don't want AMK lol, it's just too near. If I lived at Khatib or Yishun, at least can travel abit. Not so boring :)

Anyways, I reach school at 12pm++. It was raining very heavily. But C++ lecturer is THE BEST, YES! Its great! I love the lecturer. Mr Scott is just so random and funny. It makes his lecture very exciting.

I rushed to school today and had a light breakfast so I was hungry during lecture times. Bought some snacks and chocolate, eat during lecture :). Haha, I'm not that innocent. But ofcause I took notes :)..

I'm happy this few weeks, its a good thing of cause. Don't want tell you, can? :)

Thanks Liyana, lol. You made me realised that everytime I email our S5-2B class, I actually emailed a lot of people. Thanks for helping me these past weeks, I'll try attend class faster so you won't have to carry so many things to class.

Monday Again

2010-04-26T08:36:00.003+08:00

May Peace Be Upon You.

Hello,

I just woke up again, lol after waking up so many times this morning.

I feel really tired yesterday. And I would have sletp even later if a friend of mine didn't force me to sleep. Haha, yeah. Anyways, lesson's in a few hours time and I'm planning to do somethings before going to school. Have a nice day :)

Archery Orientation, Black Market, Madrasah, 2PM Comeback Perf & Album :D

2010-04-25T16:16:00.024+08:00

May Peace Be Upon You,

Hello Again :)

I'm about done with the Blog, so I decided to blog. So here's the summary of what has happen the previous hours. And This is the officially the longest post I ever had in my life, Well there's a lot of sections. First is the Archery Orientation, Then I show pictures of the Archery Club and then Madrasah and lastly 2PM :)

Yesterday

I had Archery Club Orientation Yesterday. It ended at 1pm. And after that, my clubmates made me wait at the store room for hours while they go somewhere. So I decided to take pictures while waiting for them to return :)

Firstly, Look how beautiful the sky is. I love to look at it. It's just perfect, you don't see cracks or some imbalance in it, and that's why it's beautiful :) I apologise for the big pictures.

Well, It was about the rain in the afternoon yesterday :) With lightnings all around me too :(

And, Here's Me! Looking at it. :)

Okay, enought of all that. So here's the main reason for blogging today:

My Black Market :D

Lelong! Lelong! Anyone wants to buy these items, for a cheaper price! :)

First Up: We have this messy space outside the ugly store room in NYP.

Next: We have junks ranging from boards to arrows to wooden bows and bow bags. :)

Next: This dozen of blue fletched Arrows (Don't ask me why there's a black one on the right end of the picture. I must have missed that.

Next: There's this messed up compilation of arrows, "junks" i mean, so yeah.

Next: This dozen of orange fletched Arrows with a blue quiver.

Next: This dozen of black fletched Arrows with a black quiver.

Next: This dozen of pink fletched Arrows with a red quiver.

Next: This dozen of red fletched Arrows with a black and a blue quiver.

Next: This dozen of orange fletched Arrows with two blue and black quivers.

Next: This dozen of pink fletched Arrows with one unfletched arrow.

Next: About five of the board stands.

Next: Two new target boards.

Next: A number of used target boards.

Next: Three new board stands.

Next: The whole messy space and everything that is in it.

Next: The messy things inside the drawer.

Next: The target face.

Next: Free Goodie-bags (lol, I'm dead if I actually give these to people :] )

Next: The NYP Archery Club Trolley.

Next: Bow bags with basic bow equipments.

Next: The same thing.

Next: Dustpan

Next: Nike Water-bottle with keys and oreo ( I want this :] )

Next: Oreo keychain (Nice, isn't it?)

Next: The storeroom key.

Next: White tape (I have no idea what It's for) :)

Next: H-Two-O Original Water Bottle.

Next: Bags with bottles.

This one's not for sale. It's my elder's sister's Billabong sling bag.

Same here, This is the logo for the NTU Archery Competition Open '06 which I participated in.

Today Time: 7:00am - Class S5-2B

Well, I rested on my sofa after prayers because today I had a test on Tafsir and I decided to wake up early to revise a little more before going for class. I studied and prepared myself before 8:30am and by 8:45am, I was otw to class.

While I was on the way to school, Liyana msg me to ask about what to take at the office. So after that she took it for me which I am very thankful of. I wanted to take them myself but she reached class first so she decided to help me. What a great Asst class-monitor :)

We started the first lesson, and as usual Uztazah Fatimah's lessons are the BEST! I love her lesson, it never bores me. I recorded her lesson, the topic was about Tafsir and Ta'wil. We learn about their definitions and also on the knowledge needed to be a "pentafsir".

Before the second lesson, most of the class didn't went down for reccess cause all was busy studying. So there came, Uztazah Majidah, smiling as she enters the room. Everyone settled down since we're all nervous for the test. Then someone asked for open book test, haha, and uztazah rejected. The class, ofcause, tried their best to convince her. They gave excuses and stuff, though it was just a joke. I couldn't stop laughing cause they were desperate. Well, I'm not saying I wasn't either :) . Well, uztazah was nice enought to let us see the question while opening our book and gave three minutes to check the answer. Everyone was focussed on their books for answers, haha. The test went well, Alhamdulillah. It's not all easy cause its Tafsir and we're supposed to explain on what the ayat means and stuff so don't think it is just because she was lenient to us.

The third lesson, was the most noisiest. Uztazah Holdiyah made a discussion, so guys went to one side of the class while the girls when to the other. And the topic was about "Polygamy". So guys and girls had different score boards and the gender who contribute to the topic will gain points on it. It started fine, each side was contributing. So they was a few things discuss on the reason behind Polygamy:

Sebab Poligami (My english isn't top class =] )

1) Mandul (Wanita)

2) Mengelakkan Cerai ( Kesan Cerai yang negatif kepada Isteri, boleh menjejaskan kesihatan)

3) Hawa Nafsu (Lelaki)

4) Membela Nasib Wanita (Janda, etc)

5) Hilang Kedaraannya (bagi wanita, disebabkan rogol)

6) Menjaga/ Membela [same with the fouth point] ( Seorang wanita yang telah uzur, susah, ramai anak tetapi tidak bersuami, tidak dijaga, banyak tanggungjawab)

7) Kesibukan Seorang Isteri (Tidak ada kemampuan dari segi masa, Tidak dapat bahagikan masa dengan baik.) Tetapi sebab ini tidak kuat.

8) Berpenyakit (penyakit yang tidak boleh diubati, Isteri)

9) Kekayaan (Lelaki yang mampu dan ingin ramai banyak keturunan)

Well, this are the notes that I made for it. So it isn't that good, anyways, I expected emotions to get to some of the classmate and yeah it did. Some of the girls felt a little sensitive about the topic, but I don't blame them. It's understandable, and of cause the guys were also unhappy about some the things mention so they were abit harsh on the words but overall after the discussion, everyone was friends again. So it's all good :)

And yes, I do admit I was alittle affected by it. I do believe not all guys go for beautiful girls, there are much that actually go for their personalities so yeah, that part I was against it. :)

Anyways, I just recently found out about the prayer hall at madrasah.

At Home

After lunch I use my lappy, like what I am doing now and watched 2pm's comeback performance :)

I like the performance and their new album :)

100422, 2pm Comeback Stage: Don't Stop Can't Stop & Without U

Without U MV

Don't Stop Can't Stop

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Update

2010-04-25T15:07:00.002+08:00

Hello, May Peace Be Upon You

I'm trying to update my blog as you can see.. Well, I thought I shouldn't leave my blog just like my previous since it seems gloomy :(.. So yeah, I'll try to bring life back to this former dark, gloomy blog =)

Double Post

2010-04-23T22:32:00.006+08:00

Yes, Exactly what the Title said, Double Post In a day.

Safi, you look a bit down today. I hope your okay, Keep it strong mate. :) And do come for lessons next week, I missed you ;)

I just remembered one thing that Uztad Mursalin said last year during my menengah madrasah lesson after reading Amalina's blog.. He said, "Don't always pamper yourself". And yeah, Maybe that's what I have been doing during the holidays. I admit sometimes I do "manja" myself which makes me procastinate on my work but that I know I can't afford to do anymore.

Something happen earlier while I went offline, I was disappointed with myself. Of cause, It reminded me of the things I've learn so far. I remembered about a video Fadhil shared in facebook and I make me thought about alot of things. Earlier today, during Khutbah - I suddenly thought of death. I just imagine how painful it is to die. And it happened right before the prayers. And the video my classmate shared was about a Muslim who died after his prayers in a "sujud" position in the mosque.

There's soo much that I haven't not done and so much that I want to do. I don't wish to go back to the start, I don't want to go down.

I've always asked why my brother, someone who I know has vast knowledge in Islam as compared to me and practices them well - didn't take on the next step and learn more and to develop. But today, I realised something else. Why should I wait for him? I should be the one going forward, not pass it on the someone else. I guess as humans, we keep on giving excuses and hoping others to take the lead but we never do much ourself.

I just went around reading other peoples, it gave me support, reminders and so much more. There's so much that I can learn from the people around me and I'm happy to know that. God has allowed me to get to know such good people, and I'm very thankful. Alhamdulillah, I will keep growing. Insha'Allah.

Something Wrong with me today

2010-04-23T16:19:00.004+08:00

I had a bad start of the day today, the best was probably Monday cause I woke up early and used my free time well. Today, after sleeping at my hall carpet after Subuh, I overslept. I did set my alarm but I didn't wake up. I totally blame myself for it since I slept late yesterday. I missed half an hour of my tutorial lesson but the good thing is the lecturer came late so when I reach he just started :) I'll try not to do that again.

Don't know why nowadays like no mood to eat meals, hmm

Java practical lessons today started at 12pm and ended at 2pm. I don't really like this kind of timing, its just like last year. I may change my timeslot to join another class cause its abit rushing to go to mosque although I made it on time today, Alhamdulillah. Luckily, I did finish most of the question by before 1pm. So i guess I'll attempt the rest at home.

I think I want borrow my cousin's Eclipse book. I have read Twilight, although not completed but I'm kinda excited for the movie so should read it instead.

But the worse thing that happen today is, on the way to school I thought I saw Roger. So I waved at him but it wasn't him. The guy keep looking at me like I'm a weird guy. That was embarassing :( . And then, After school while trying to keep up with my friends by taking a shortcut, I bang into a Sign board ahead cause I didn't see it. That was even more embarrassing. Sigh, seriously something wrong with me today.

Its TEN minutes past Midnight =)

2010-04-23T00:10:00.005+08:00

I just woke up from sleep. Haha, I don't why I so tired today. Anyways, School was okay.. I had to go for club crawl in the morning just now, and I was late. Now i truly understand that those job of giving out flyers isn't easy, so I'll probably start talking flyers ppl give. Even though I'll end up throwing them, hehe :p..

Today, I was abit excited for both general studies. Sadly, I couldn't pay much attention in lecture. I don't know why I was so sleepy. But I didn't sleep lah, my eyes were just heavy. Cost Accounting lecturer was abit demanding.. Its not the right words cause I don't how to express it. She keep wanting us the response to her, and kept complaining about those other students who keep entering the theatre which I find not reasonable since she could have ignored them. She really shouldn't drag us along because of them.

Well, I did take sometime to study for Tafsir test this week during my one hour break. We'll be tested on Surah Al-Mulk, Sadly though, I've only touched on the first few. I need to study more. I hope my class does too. Well, ofcause those religiously inclined would. Hopefully, we will pass. Insha'Allah. =)

I haven't revise for the past few days, which I plan to.. Note to self: Must revise during weekends =)

Ohh, yes.. Today, I had only a packet drink of apple juice for lunch.. Didn't feel like eating, but surprisingly, I wasn't hungry.. Well, ofcause, I couldn't help it but eat dinner =). Maybe its because of my Flu, it comes and goes.

I don't know why when people says im fat, I'll believe them. It just happens, it might because of my self-esteem.. I used to have low self-esteem, but now, not sure, hehe.. Anyways, don't say me fat lah. I sensitive you know, haha =)..

I hope time will tell if what I'm feeling now is true. I don't want to end up having something so unreal again. That's why I guess, I'm holding back. It's the best for me. I'll leave it to God to decide what's best for me. I'm still young anyways, no need to rush.

There's four factors to searching for a relationship:
1)Religion (Agama)
2)Family Status (Keturunan)
3)Wealth (Harta)
4)Beauty (Kecantikan) This, I believe is in a sense of not just the looks but the how the person is deep inside. Pretty face doesn't equals pretty heart =)

Been awhile since i post this much, :D

Start of New Sem for Year 2

2010-04-19T22:39:00.005+08:00

Well, I thought i should revive this.. So Welcome! :D

Today, Lesson ended at 8:30pm. Its quite Tiring, but fun :D

C++ lecturer was fun, the rest was just okay.

And I got the Finale Department Presents, Well Finale is the department I was in when I joined the Freshmen Orientation Planning stage as a Planner for the new batch of students so yeah. We were incharge of performance. And each of the members are great, I love them! I miss my Finale Friends!

And thanks to FMO, I got to know more people in DIT. It makes this sem a lot lively.

Well, I did disturb Eshlyn today at Lecture, haha.. Well, she reminds me of my younger sister :D

This FLU is killing me, its been happening since I dnt know when and My throat feels itchy and I cant help but cough and cough.

Anyways, I'm was distracted on my way back home. Thinking of someone, I mean, I've studied and I know my limits but yeah. I mean if I were to take a move, I can cause now it seems to be easy but I keep asking myself whether I should or shouldn't. Its distracting to do this when you know the person is around or not. Well, I know I just ignore myself and carry one. I know it doesn't matter.

OGL Stuff

2010-03-11T15:30:00.007+08:00

Wahh,im damn busy with OGL stuff for this holiday of mine..i feel like im working, though there is NO income. Geezz, but its okay.. its kinda fun yet tiring. I will explained more when i have the time to some other time.. I want to change my blog a little too. I want to do my plan for today's "TO DO" list so I shouldnt stay online too long.

Anyways, Madrasah test is this sunday and i havent revise.. I gotta start now, I gotta pushed myself so I wont slack.. I wanna improve in academy, myself as an individual and also in religion. So I'm pretty worked up this holiday..

Well guys, see ya around ^_^

PS: I want to learn B-boy dance and acrobatics, haha..damn influence by 2pm lol
..They are the reason I'm trying to lose as much weight as I can ^_^

Here are videos on thier stunts, I wanna learn those: (Load finish before watching)

2pm, "Low" Dance

MKMF 2008 Dance

Spris Single

Exams Over

2010-03-05T16:27:00.002+08:00

Well, the exams are over. I'm just filling my time everyday, relaxing.

Exams

2010-02-16T15:15:00.002+08:00

Exams in a weeks time, Well i have not much to say. I just hope i can use this time wisely. :D

Purpose?

2010-02-07T21:59:00.004+08:00

I'm done with my IT Innovation Project. Only left Presentation Tmr, wish me all the best :D

Todays Madrasah was really something. Madrasah is always something.

Now, i feel empty

Priceless

2010-02-04T22:42:00.002+08:00

Okay, Jia Jun's face yester was priceless. He was so shocked, it was funny. And There's a smile that was priceless too =) Things definitely happen for a reason.

I couldnt update much since im busy with project. See ya around =)

Malay

2010-01-28T21:15:00.002+08:00

I guess I'm gonna make this short to express what I feel. Okay, seriously we malays need to buck up and get our names up the distinction records. Well, a former sec 4 chinese classmate once said, " Malays will always be the minority, the second citizen, the second important compared to Chinese". Its really insulting. So what will we do now?

Tests

2010-01-26T22:24:00.003+08:00

There a few test and i have presentation tmr so I've been busy. Wish me luck :D

Busy

2010-01-21T20:52:00.002+08:00

I had really been busy the past few days with test and all so didnt have time to update. Today was tiring, nothing interesting to share. Im exhausted, and there's still alot to do so I will just do a complete update tmr. Sayounara! Annyongi kyeseyo! (Goodbye in jap and korean :D)

Stay strong

2010-01-16T23:56:00.002+08:00

To a friend, I'm sorry I tried my best to help. I hope i did make you feel at least better. Even a second of smile would be nice. Take care okay, forgive yourself. People make mistakes, you will solve this. Im sure, take care. If you want all those pictures i show you, do tell. so you could feel better.

Tired

2010-01-15T21:56:00.010+08:00

Hey, I just woke up. I sleep at 8pm just now.. I feel really tired, but i had fun today. I couldn't get any presents for my dear junior, but I'm glad she had fun and filled her stomach. I'm sorry for what i learn from her today, Takziah ikhlas dari ku kepada mu Amlna. Thanks to her my mood today was good, i felt happy treating her, even though i couldn't get a present. So again

Ohh, and im not sure whether its true or not, but Cherry did look sad when I was talking about classes. I didn't mean that though, I just had to find some topic to talk about. So if you were offended, Im sincerely sorry, you know I wouldn't do that purposely. Ohh Well, at least I know those two are healthy, that's the most important :).

School was okay, I was a little late but Thankfully, my lecturer was late so I got the attendance. Watch my favourite animes and manga, then did my Database before going for prayers. Then I went straight to Lot 1 to meet them.

On a note, I really don't get some people. Look, WE as HUMANS make mistakes. Even if its a great one, is it just wrong to not look into it again when thier already realise the mistakes and regretted? And just move on even if you can't forgive and forget? Seriously, if you bother that person for the mistakes done so much then I guess your an angel who doesn't go anything wrong. A PERFECT HUMAN. I see, I see. No ones perfect, you'll never be, I'm not, the person won't be. Even if you hate the person so much for what they do, don't go to far. And if you wasted a few minutes of your time just to find that's person new blog url just to say those words, then get a life. lol, why bother waste time on such thing? It's not my problem, I know. But seriously, I hate people who judge people by thier mistakes. It makes me feel that I'm the only one doing something wrong in life and they didn't for the rest of their life. One black dot doesn't really show the true side people, if you have time to hate then have time to forgive.

Anyways, here a great piano cover of 2pm - Tired of Waiting. This guy is great. His piano skills are excelent. He covers alot of songs, English and korean alike.

Fly

2010-01-14T22:39:00.004+08:00

My grandparents going to fly tommorrow, to L.A to visit my aunt since my uncle going for his career trip to (i dont know where). Talking about them just make me missed Asher SOO much! I really miss calling him with, "Oi". He brings happiness to all of us. His baby speech, his booty dance, the way he talks to someone as if he really knows how to talk, the way he scold people for laughing at him, the way he explains on how to switch on the aircon and how to use it in his baby language, his love for fans and his smartness.

My grandma sounded really sad, she'd probably know she's gonna miss us. I will defenitely miss her too, GrandMa Saranghae! :D

Today was quite fun, the day wasn't boring. Well i thought it would till things happen. So I'm in a definitely good mood.

TO My Junior Amlna, If your reading this:

Happy Advanced Fifteen Birthday, May all your wishes come true (especially the toy). Be happy in life, have a usefull and productive life and enjoy your happiness with families and friends. Hope to see you soon :D

Past Mistakes

2010-01-13T23:59:00.002+08:00

I know, i realised my mistakes. So to my friend, Eli Erma. I'm very sorry. There were things that I know I shouldn't have done. I had always regretted. That's why I wanted to change. And i know my will to change is not that strong yet. But at least I know I am getting somewhere now. I used to ask myself for what reason did we cross paths, I have might have the answer now. Maybe it was a wake up call. Who knows, Only god does.

So again, Sincerely I'm sorry. I'm trying my best to reduce these mistakes. I know some people are given more tests by god out there. As a weak human, I can't even handle my problems so thats why I know I needed God's help. Pulling myself out of my own quicksand is not as easy. It's up to you on what you want to do, whether to forgive or not.

And please, just don't compare and judge. Only god can do that, I may say I am a bad person. But even every bad person in this world is born a good heart. And I'm sure I was too.

Maths Test

2010-01-13T22:14:00.006+08:00

Maths test was okay, quite okay. LOL

Okay, the worst thing that happen to me today was, I LOST MY FISHIE!!!

Damn, the keychain was precious to me. FISHie T_T

It was given by my older cousin on his honeymoon. He dont really give stuff so thats why it was precious. Its like once in a life time.. And he went to honeymoon and yet remembers us. so i was sad that i lost it.

My pencilbox drop twice maybe, it fell off then? damn, arggh! idiot me, *sigh*

Lost, my mood to post already. Bye

So Packed

2010-01-12T23:23:00.004+08:00

This week is so pack, I have test tmr and more stuff to come. But its okay, I will manage. I overslept today, missed a class but lecture was okay. I saw someting interesting too, a hat. lol, yeah my friend wore a hat that i have always wanted to have one.

I would like to have this one too (the orange one). but i want it in black or green. I like hats and caps. so yeah,thats why.

Anyways, we board the same train today. But I kept my distance. Besides i was busy reading Twiligt. Ohh and Twilight movie and books are quite different, that's why I read them in the first place. since its different. Much things are left out in the movie, even the way events happened was changed. But i guess its okay.

Ohh well, till tommorw. Bye-Bye..Nites :)

Time Of Change

2010-01-12T01:32:00.008+08:00

I'm sick and tired of the way i lived my old life, I want a change, I need a change. Like i told someone before, I wasn't exactly the guy who people would like to be friends with ( if you had actually known me during sec school days). And now its time for a change.

Ofcause, My life now couldn't get any better.. Alhamdulillah, I found my motivation to study even harder. Anyways, Poly life is the same. Exams are coming, And MArch = holidays :D

So now, Im starting on my SPI ( Sijil Pengajian Islam) every sunday, since i graduated from Al-khair madrasah. Last week was first week, and it was great. The uztazahs were funny, it made lesson more fun. I was appointed as "muraqib", meaning "class monitor" by my first lesson uztazah who is teaching me on "Ulmu Al-Quran". "Ulmu" is the plural form of "Ilmu", nice right? :D

SO next week, need come early and stuff for madrasah. My madrasah class is great, their funny, attentive. I only know a few guys but well that will do for now, anyways my cousin is also in the same class so its much more easy if I need to do homeworks.. Lol, nah I wont want to copy her, must be from my own effort. Insha'allah.

My madrasah class has 40 ppl, mostly from 20+ to 16 years old. Well, the guys are okay. Some of the girls are pretty, but of cause Im not interested. I have my sight on someone. I dnt know her but if god allows me to get to know her and get close to her then thats fate. She notice me i think, and ofcause i noticed her when she's around.

Well, i can say she look sweet and attractive, she's pretty not as pretty though, just normal pretty. If that even makes sense. I dnt know her, but i feel that she has a nice character, hopefully. Sometimes i like what she wears, something like a jubbaah, but for girls. I dont know what its call but its long covers from neck to ankle, she wears tudung. It makes her really sweet in that, ofcause i do check my eyes and not look at her all the time. I only take short glimpse. I will only check to see if she there and if she is then, I'm happy. If she isnt then, im just normal. I dnt even knw why I am happy when i see her. And i get so nervous, its ridicolous. Bright blue, black looks okay but she does go well in orange. I mean the tudung.

Anyways, thats all i wanna say for today. I'm tired cause its almost two.

(Farhan, sorry it took me a while to help you with your work, and sorry the files didnt appear in the thumbdrive. Im glad I was able to help somehow.)

Okay, Bye Bye

(visit by other blog if you want, its for my school work, i lied abit. yeah bad of me, but the exercising part was true, i did jog 4km and im working out. I feel fat so thats why I am working out. Besides, I have interest in doing acrobatics. Haha random, lol. yeah but it'll be fun if i can do one acrobatic move. Cartwheel or flips, that would be great.)

Too lazy to do coding for this blog so i cope the skin, i will change if i have time

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