I'm still not there yet.

Assalamualaikum,

Dzikir, is one of the good things we can do while waiting. It's not somethings boring either. You just have to find the right one and continuously dzikir that particular one as an Amalan.



This is one of my Favourite dzikir, I've been trying to practice this while I'm not doing anything or while waiting. Its really touching to say it and sometimes when you're totally into it, you will cry.

One of the few songs I'd love to listen nowadays, Pretty nice and meaningful songs.

First up, Chosen One from Maher Zain. This song is about our Prophet s.a.w and how he lives his life. Wonderful.



Next up, Insha Allah from Maher Zain. I can totally feel this song. Its really good. Very meaningful.



Guide my steps, don't let me go astray. You're the only one who can show me the way.

I'm sure a lot of people wants to taste the true sweetness of Iman. I'm not there yet. I hope you won't let me go even though I make these mistakes. I do want to feel it.

I chatted with one of my old friends a few days ago, asking how my friend was doing and if the promised made to prove something to someone very important has been fulfilled, and my friend was like, "Ohh, you remembered?". Lol, ofcause I do. I won't forget friends who had influence in my life. (:

Hmm, want to shout out to another friend who have not been chatting with me for so long. A good but scary junior who whacks me everytime we met. The one responsible for me bleeding and those scars and bruises all over my body that that person have left me with. Lol, no I made that up. My junior wouldn't do that. I can't say the name because I'm warned not to. Lol, nah. All the best for your upcoming oral exams on Monday, hope to catch up with you soon.

Dedication to the other one: I've known you for about 2 years now. We've shared good and bad memories. I thank you for being part of my life. I've learned to throw away the all the hurtful things that  has happened and learned to appreciate the good things. Although we don't talk much anymore, I hope you're doing fine. Hope you know that I am rooting for you, even though I may not know how you are or what you do, so where ever you may be, I believe you will be strong and happy. I was happy to get to know you and to be friends with you. You brought me happiness. Thank you for that. Hope your doing fine, and is very happy in life. Whatever may come, but don't you lose your smile (:

Wassalamualaikum.