Tired To Think

May Peace Be Upon You,

Well, I came home late today because we stayed back for project. I'm extremely exhausted. Plus, my throat isn't doing too good. I just hope I don't get a flu.

Came early for DSTR lecture today since I forget that there was no lecture. I didn't join my other classmate for sports game. We usually play sports with 02 every tuesday since we have long breaks. I was tired and I had to finish project.

Tommorrow got one test only. A good thing but project is the other factor. All the best to those talking tests tommorrow. (: (:

I've been thinking,

Do I regret being where I am now? Do I regret leaving behind my passion for music? Leaving my band and throwing aside my drum sticks and drums lessons, for a future which I hope would be the best for me. It has been a year since I left that part of me behind. Memories are coming back. It was fun back then. But I can't say life as it is now isn't good. I like my life now. Not fully satisfied, but I am happy. There's a long road ahead.

So the greatest question now is, do I regret leaving that behind?

I'm divided. I can't answer it now. But, I will answer it one day, I'm sure.

Dance Crew? I have interest in dance too. But, at the same time, I have other commitment which weighs more in terms of urgency. I can't decide yet. I will very soon.

I just realised something. Music influence me more than Anime/Manga. Food influence me more than Anime/Manga. So, I have to decide which I should control first; Food or Music.

Music has been my life for years. Its always been with me and its how I usually express myself. And that's what I want to change. I want to throw away the trance I enter when I listen to music. Alternative music has been my option. But, as long as it distracts me from time, its still is not advisable. Food, nothing wrong with eating. But, I tend to have this temptation of buying it unnecessarily. I will just have the thought of buying bottle drinks or candy and chocolates. Hmmmm, I will have to stop this so I don't overspent. I shouldn't pamper myself with sweets too much. I know. Coffee too. Sheez, there wasn't a day that I failed to finish a bottle of coffee in less than 3 mins at minimum. That's how fast and how badly obsessed I am with coffee. Health comes first. :D Been saying that to classmates alot nowadays. Hehe.

So I've decided. Music and Food control until friday. Hmmmm, its really going to be hard. I'm afraid if I can't do it. Really. Two of my quite strong temptations. I will try my best. Insha'Allah.

Well, kinda hungry now. Hehe. Plus, I'm tired. So, should I pamper myself to the kitchen to fill in and straight away go sleep? Haha, lol I'll be like a snake. Snake sleep after full stomach, hmmm but being a snake isn't that bad. I like snakes, their cool. lol, random of me.

Did some morning exercise before going to school today. That, make me quite tired today. Haha, kinda foolish of me to do that. Hmm, nvrm as long as I can't avoid a belly, I'll do it. (:

Hmm, Men are more like children compared to women? Hmmph, one of the reasons why guys shouldn't watch Katekyo Hitman Reborn's anime. Reborn said that line.

I don't believe that I'm more of a child than my female friends. Right? haha, okay. Maybe I am lol :D

Well, I'm going now. Hmm, can't really complain about the workload cause it'll probably be worse if I think its bad. Take care (: