Coincidence

May Peace Be Upon You,

Attention All. Term break's next week!!! (:

Finally.... Been so Tired of Waiting for it, you know ;) .Gidarida jichin da YOU KNOW? (Getting tired while waiting… (You know?)) Hehe, 2pm - Tired of Waiting lyrics. :D

Anyways, Today was quite fine. I was my cheerful self :). Pretty good mood for today.

Gah, I was reminded today how sensitive of a guy I can be. Hmmm. Anyways, its really hard for me to act mad or sad cause I laugh too easily. I've trying so hard to act like those but everytime I do, I end up laughing. Nevermind, I shall not give up. (:

Lol, the late night joke just now was funny. Haha, I just randomly acted out what would happen if we couldn't find Veni at night XD.

Met my primary school friend, Rauf on the way home. Wahhh, its been like 5 years since we last meet. He looks a little different, more matured but he is still as soft-spoken as ever. The ironic thing is we lived just a block a way from one other. And yet it's so hard to meet up. Seeing him reminds me of my primary school days. Hmm, those where the days.

The days I tucked in my shirt so obediently and my school shorts was OHH myyyy soooo short!. I seriously looked like a nerd back then. So innocent, so easily bullied. My specs had those strings strap to it strings which hangs on the neck when the spec is not in use and people called me, "prof". Both sides of my side hair stood up while I comb just only the middle part and people called me, "Wolverine" lol. I was quite chubby, my skin was so fair back then :D :D :D :D that teachers thought I was a chinese kid. :) Haha, I can't believe I was a serious nerd back then. Lol, and I remembered I like to shave botak because I don't like to comb my hair. I still have that trait of not liking to comb my hair though. That's why I love wearing caps. Just that the thought of me going botak disgust me though. My forehead was not as wide as it is now. Gahh, how I wish it never did get wider. Haha :)

Getting bullied everyday by classmates who asked for my money. Beaten up for refusing. I would just resist a little but keep quiet and keep that secret from my parents. I remember how I was so forgiving and so patience to others. So generous in helping. If someone said they need money, I'd give them willingly. Well, maybe back then I was stupid. And if they didn't pay me back, I'd tell them its okay and they can pay me back any time. Which they never did. :) Haha, yeah. I remembered how much I treasure friendship. Seeing two of my classmates who are very close to each other argue and decided not to be friends. That hurt me even though I wasn't in the picture. I don't know why also. Its just so hurting to watch them fight back then. I cried for their friendship. Just like how I did when my close friends beat each other up just for a girl in Secondary school. Somehow, the two friends who hated each other on that day in pri school, they became bestfriends again the other day. I had actually plan to talk to the two of them to be nice again a day after they fought. My family would praise me for being so patient back then.

I guess when we're all very young, we all have a pure heart. :)

Things changed in secondary school. I told myself to not let others take advantage of me, I started to be less patient with others, I learn bad things. Became more naughty and naughty. Hmmm, yeah. Shall not go on. Too many dark clouds in my past I don't wish to remind myself off. Hmmmph ):

So I guess I should learn from my past, and make sure it doesn't repeat. I must, I will and I shall with the guidance of Allah s.w.t. InshAllah :)

There are things to do, do it before its too late. I'll better not get use to "jamak" my solat. Its possible but doing the solat on time and doing it after its time has different. It is said you can never get back that rahmat from that solat even if you "jamak" it. Hmmm.

Well, got C++ test during C++ practical tommorrow. All the best to self. :)

Thats all, take care :)