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Wednesday, May 12, 2010

May Peace Be Upon You,

Today, during Ipnet Tutorial, Dr Ang discussed with us about the module and about the tutorials and practicals that we have. Some of us voiced out our opinion of how we want the tutorial to be like, same goes for the practical. He said he will try to make better changes. Let's look forward to it.

While approaching my classmates at the space near the block L lobby room, I felt pressured. Pressured to the fact that I am walking among Distinction Students, Director lists students. Seeing the familiar faces and the people, from 04 and my own class. I pondered if I would ever be like that. The most important thing is I was inspired. (:

I'm trying my best to assume to much. Hmm, not good to assume too much.

I'm getting back that the habit of coming school an hour early and so on. I like the feeling when I am alone in the lab or tutorial room and doing my own stuff. It feels peaceful. Now, I need to turn that into something productive.

Am I a good group leader? I never did lead a group before, inexperience but still, its a learning process. So please do forgive me if the way I do thing is not good. I would have stayed to join JunWei's group. I'd have Safi, Shou Xian and Jansen. But, God made this an opportunity to learn.

8 more days. That was what I initially wanted. But, now I'm hesitant. I could never understand my emotions. To keep this thought of saying maybe its best not to but still have the heart to say maybe I should. Hmmm... I'm just confused. ):

I am hoping that by going through it slowly, I won't make a mistake.

Hmm. Maybe that's why they say, your love for God is the best love you will ever have. (: